My sexual feelings are not in control, I dream a lot about my fantasies and masturbate a lot. Everyday morning i wake up only to fantazie a lot. it goes on for an hour or so until I am tired. Then I miss college doing unproductive things like searching for porn, downloading it and again masturbation. Due to this it makes me hide from others and I see a lot of thrill in it. Gone were the days when I was stubborn and upset when my friends were talking dirty. When a girl flirted with me, I used to go away from her and was too shy to express my liking. I never thought I would end up like this, now I imagine of having sex with many ladies everyday, always thinking of kinky unrealistic session. I love women with big assests, the bigger the better, for past one week i feel like having sex with my teachers, collegues, collegemates, neighbours etc. I feel like having a hardcore sex, sometimes to the extent of raping the lady. I believed in self-control but now I seem not having it, if i end in realtionship now, t will because of sex and I don't like it for now. Previously I even thought of having sex with my mother, so dirty is the mind but it feels excellent and i love it :)

At times I see life from a lady's point of view, where she has stormy sessions with strangers, abused and made naked in public spcae. Having sex with elder men and teens, mostly being blackmailed. Cheating on her husband and gang-banged where see asks for mercy. I love all these and giving her a sense of sexuality, the dress she wear is also so provocative that it send other women down while she gets the wistles.

Since most of the time, I think of women who are present in really life, I am afriad of my reactions. Then I think, its time I hook up with a girl and have sex, I need pleasure and experience.I wish that I have sex with my superiors who are married and unsatisfied and this should always be a secret and not a scandal.

I wish to visit an island where there are only women, and nude. I wish there are no barriers such that everybody can have sex with anyone they like. I feel the requirement of RIGHT TO NUDITY esp for women. Wish my sexual life is to the complete extent