i am upset about something and some of my close friends think i have gone crazy and they are siding with my ex. i don't see their point or his point either. here goes:
i have a history of having bad boyfriends to the point that i just don't trust anyone any more. well last year the ex got me a gift from a rental store he told me he would pay for it and it was a gift for me. i was excited it was the very first gift from any boyfriend that i do not have to pay for. ( i know sounds stupid all excited over something small)
well me being me driver him away because i just don't trust guys. plus it did not help that he lied about some really small things which to me leads to lying about big things. well even though i break up with him he wanted to be friends.and he agreed to remain paying on the gift. well just the other day i was told by my friend ( not the ex boyfriend) that i would have to take over payments of the gift. i guess because the ex was going to be losing his job in a few months so he wanted me to take over payments but he did not have the balls to tell me himself. i feel be-traded and hurt because yet again i have to pay for a gift for myself. the reason i am truly mad is because of the fact of it. i understand not being able to pay because of no money. the trust i was starting to build toward this guy as a friend has been destroyed along with any guy ever. yes i know there are good guys out there but i have yet to meet one. just one. this maybe shallow of me but to me it was everything close enough to a normal relationship and like every-time before it just blows up in my face. i guess i am asking is there anyone out there that thinks like i do ( i am taking the gift back anyway no point in keeping it now) i am crazy or just not thinking clearly?????? or what??????