Straight Male / 49
Supreme Act of Love Between Mother and Son.
I confess that on two separate occasions many years ago that I did willingly take advantage of my mother by having sexual intercourse with her without her knowledge and approval, and that on both occasions I did impregnate her with my sperm, knowing full well that there was a chance, albeit small that she might become pregnant by the act. Years later, I continue to defend what I had done by claiming that the Supreme Act of Love Between Mother and Son is when a mother and her son, as mature consenting adults, joyfully and lovingly engage in the mutually pleasurable act of sexual intercourse - vaginal intercourse - culminating at a climax when the son freely offers his sperm to his mother, by ejaculating into her vagina and thereby impregnating her. I claim that by impregnating her, it is as if the son symbolically returns to his mother's womb from where he came. The key idea here is that the son, as an act of carnal love, offers his sperm to his mother, who then gratefully accepts it. While I firmly embrace this concept,there is a problem in my case which I will describe next.
I was a 30-year-old grad student living at home and she was a 53-year-old stay-at-home mom. She had a drinking problem and would occasionally go on a binge. I was academically inclined and at 30, did not have any serious girl friends. Indeed, I was still a virgin. But I did masturbate at least daily, so I knew that I was 'normal'. I had 'touched' my mother on many occasions when she was drunk, often under the guise of helping her to her bedroom. It was obvious that she considered me the PERFECT son, trustworthy and loving! Loving, indeed, I thought. It was my CARNAL love for her that got me into trouble. One night when dad was at work and my siblings were away, I returned home from university home and discovered her passed out on the bed. She was wearing a skimpy petticoat and no panties. As I stared at her almost naked body, with my heart pounding and my penis throbbing, I decided that I wanted her NOW and I WAS GOING TO TAKE HER! I had watched First Time With Mother sex videos and they had prepared me for what I was about to do. But the anticipation was unbearable and I was shaking, but I undressed, climbed into her bed, pulled up her petticoat to reveal a bushy crop of pubic hair, spread her legs wide apart and crawled on top of her. The sensation of being there was so wonderful that it had no equal in my life. I wet my penis with spit, raised both of her legs up high and around me and began inserting my penis into her moist vagina. I penetrated her so deeply by rhythmic pumping that soon our hairy crotchs were tightly together. My penis was now completely inside her. The bed was creaking so loudly that I was afraid she might awaken from her slumber, but she didn't. I fucked Mom like this over and over for about half and hour and then climaxed by ejaculating into her. The act was complete as I had inseminated her with my sperm, but I chose not to pull out for a long time so I could savour the moment. Finally, I pulled out, but slowly as my penis hurt. I left the bed and went to my room where the events played over and over in my mind for most of the night. It remains unclear to this day whether or not Mom suspected that I had intercourse with her that night. If she did, she made no mention of it as she continued to treat me as the perfect, trustworthy and loving son. Yes, I did love Mom very much but that night I also loved her in a CARNAL way, by making love to her so passionately
Another opportunity arose when my dad was out of town and my siblings were away. Mom's binges escalated and I found her passed out on the living room sofa fully clothed. I carried her off to bed and undressed her. Seeing her completely naked, my heart started pounding and I was really getting horny. It had been months since I had lost my viginity to her. And soon I would be graduating with my PhD and leaving the city for good. This seemed to be one final opportunity to make love to my mom. I won't go into the details as they are simiar to the last time. Suffice it to say that after penetrating her and making love, I performed the most important act of all. I held my penis firmly inside her vagina, as deep as it would go, and then released my charge of sperm directly into her. She was now inseminated and the act was complete.
While the events described above happened a long time ago, I cherish the memories of having had sexual intercourse with my mom and inseminating her on both occasions. I know that if it were not for having to leave the city to take a university position elsewhere, that I would have continued to have had intercourse with her at every possible opportunity. While some might claim that since she was intoxicated and asleep both times, that it is hardly an act of love. But in defense, let me say that while I did truly love her in a maternal way, I also loved her in a carnal way. The vivid memories of making love to her so passionately, will remain with me for the rest of my life.
I confess that on two separate occasions many years ago that I did willingly take advantage of my mother by having sexual intercourse with her without her knowledge and approval, and that on both occasions I did impregnate her with my sperm, knowing full well that there was a chance, albeit small that she might become pregnant by the act. Years later, I continue to defend what I had done by claiming that the Supreme Act of Love Between Mother and Son is when a mother and her son, as mature consenting adults, joyfully and lovingly engage in the mutually pleasurable act of sexual intercourse - vaginal intercourse - culminating at a climax when the son freely offers his sperm to his mother, by ejaculating into her vagina and thereby impregnating her. I claim that by impregnating her, it is as if the son symbolically returns to his mother's womb from where he came. The key idea here is that the son, as an act of carnal love, offers his sperm to his mother, who then gratefully accepts it. While I firmly embrace this concept,there is a problem in my case which I will describe next.
I was a 30-year-old grad student living at home and she was a 53-year-old stay-at-home mom. She had a drinking problem and would occasionally go on a binge. I was academically inclined and at 30, did not have any serious girl friends. Indeed, I was still a virgin. But I did masturbate at least daily, so I knew that I was 'normal'. I had 'touched' my mother on many occasions when she was drunk, often under the guise of helping her to her bedroom. It was obvious that she considered me the PERFECT son, trustworthy and loving! Loving, indeed, I thought. It was my CARNAL love for her that got me into trouble. One night when dad was at work and my siblings were away, I returned home from university home and discovered her passed out on the bed. She was wearing a skimpy petticoat and no panties. As I stared at her almost naked body, with my heart pounding and my penis throbbing, I decided that I wanted her NOW and I WAS GOING TO TAKE HER! I had watched First Time With Mother sex videos and they had prepared me for what I was about to do. But the anticipation was unbearable and I was shaking, but I undressed, climbed into her bed, pulled up her petticoat to reveal a bushy crop of pubic hair, spread her legs wide apart and crawled on top of her. The sensation of being there was so wonderful that it had no equal in my life. I wet my penis with spit, raised both of her legs up high and around me and began inserting my penis into her moist vagina. I penetrated her so deeply by rhythmic pumping that soon our hairy crotchs were tightly together. My penis was now completely inside her. The bed was creaking so loudly that I was afraid she might awaken from her slumber, but she didn't. I fucked Mom like this over and over for about half and hour and then climaxed by ejaculating into her. The act was complete as I had inseminated her with my sperm, but I chose not to pull out for a long time so I could savour the moment. Finally, I pulled out, but slowly as my penis hurt. I left the bed and went to my room where the events played over and over in my mind for most of the night. It remains unclear to this day whether or not Mom suspected that I had intercourse with her that night. If she did, she made no mention of it as she continued to treat me as the perfect, trustworthy and loving son. Yes, I did love Mom very much but that night I also loved her in a CARNAL way, by making love to her so passionately
Another opportunity arose when my dad was out of town and my siblings were away. Mom's binges escalated and I found her passed out on the living room sofa fully clothed. I carried her off to bed and undressed her. Seeing her completely naked, my heart started pounding and I was really getting horny. It had been months since I had lost my viginity to her. And soon I would be graduating with my PhD and leaving the city for good. This seemed to be one final opportunity to make love to my mom. I won't go into the details as they are simiar to the last time. Suffice it to say that after penetrating her and making love, I performed the most important act of all. I held my penis firmly inside her vagina, as deep as it would go, and then released my charge of sperm directly into her. She was now inseminated and the act was complete.
While the events described above happened a long time ago, I cherish the memories of having had sexual intercourse with my mom and inseminating her on both occasions. I know that if it were not for having to leave the city to take a university position elsewhere, that I would have continued to have had intercourse with her at every possible opportunity. While some might claim that since she was intoxicated and asleep both times, that it is hardly an act of love. But in defense, let me say that while I did truly love her in a maternal way, I also loved her in a carnal way. The vivid memories of making love to her so passionately, will remain with me for the rest of my life.
