I had a Gay affair almost for an entire year, although I have never considered myself to be Gay and still don't.
It happened when I was twenty-one. I had just moved into a new apartment, and I met this guy who was in his early forties. He was divorced and really nice. Well, we hit it off, and we got together at his place upstairs, and he fixed dinner a couple of times. There was just this really good male-chemistry between us, and it was sort of fun to be chummy with each other, just doing things like putting a ahnd on the shoulder or an arm around the waist. We both knew that we were deliberately pushing it a little, and it was fun doing that.
Then one evening at his place, we were together in the kitchen and was opening a bottle of wine, and we feeling chummy. Pretty much for fun, we kissed. It wasn't a very serious kiss, but it was on the lips. We both laughed about it. Then, while we sitting on the sofa together in the living room, having a glass of wine, we talked a little about how nice it was to be that open with each other as guys, and we kind of enjoyed that. Feeling uninhibted, we did another and slightly more romantic kiss. It was easy to start making out a little, and a quite agreeable turnon to be doing that together as guys.
He joked and remarked on how we could also be more comfortable in the bedroom, and I agreed. So we went into his bedroom and got out of our clothes and naked in each others arms, kissing and holding each other while we rubbed our erections together. It was so masculine and such a turn on, and felt wonderful being so free. We spent a couple of hours together and ended up masturbating one another to a very satisfying ejaculation. Then, a couple of days later, we did the same thing.
We both thought that it was great, and we looked forward to coming home and getting together for a few amorous hours of fun and pleasure. It was about after two weeks that I let him fuck me, and that turned out spledidly, and I fucked him the next night. We were just so into enjoying our new found freedom as guys. I can't say that we were really in love, but we certainly enjoyed being lovers, and we remained lovers for almost a year until he moved away. Of course nobody knows that I had a Gay affair, and enjoyed every moment of it. But I really don'y have a desire to start another Gay relationship. With him it was special and just worked out.