I love my wife and we've been together since I knocked her up 9 years ago. I was 17 and she was 16 and had a crush on me for the entire year prior we knew each other and were just friends. When she turned 18 we got married and have been together since. She runs and works out and still retains the same figure she had when I met her and she's intensely gifted when it comes to giving head and enjoys doing it and enjoys it often. Although at first she was shy and awkward in bed, I imagine I was, too, but now we're so attuned to each other sexually that we have the most amazing sex life I can imagine. We never once have used a condom (and have one child together). She believes we were each other's first and only sexual partner. I've never had the heart to tell her or anyone that shortly before I gave in to her crush on me I slept with a guy.

Without going into the boring specifics of how it all happened, he offered me a job helping him as a photography assistant and I went to his house for an interview. Talk led to if I had a girlfriend, which I didn't, if I was a virgin, which I was, and we looked at some Playboys with him pointing out what he liked and me doing the same, and more so with Penthouse Forum type stories, and being 16 I was getting a little turned on. Okay, I didn't know I was being seduced, I've looked at the same stuff, talked the same shit with my friends and none of them were trying to fuck me so I didn't think about it. When we were watching some porn clips he commented on my hardon because he could see it in my pants and told me if I needed to take care of it he didn't mind. I thought this odd and told him I was fine. I noticed out of the corner of my eye he was kind of touching his crotch through his pants and he said he could help me. I gave shot him a look and said "Ok" but I meant ok as in ok whatever but he must have taken it as ok go ahead. When he put his hand on my crotch I jumped a little but I was so turned on it felt kind of good so I didn't say anything. He told me if I watched the video and pretended he was a girl it wouldn't be so awkward. I did just that and took my penis out and stroked it. It felt good, but before long he put me in his mouth. It felt so good! But I just kept thinking about girls because it was also very weird. It didn't take me long to cum and he swallowed it all. Then he told me it was my turn. I told him I wasn't gay and he said neither was he but he helped me get off and now it was my turn. He told me he was never going to say anything so I could go on and pretend it never happened if it made me feel better. I asked him if I had to suck him and he told me I could bend over for him if I preferred. Something about doing that at the time made me feel like that would make me all the way gay (I was a teenager) so I went down on him. When he came I swallowed him. I didn't know what to do after, but he gave me something to drink to rinse my mouth out and we talked and he quickly talked me into, since I was going to pretend it never happened anyway, to go all out with having sex with a man. So we went into his bedroom, I stripped naked, so did he, and he made love. We kissed, we touched, we stroked, we sucked, and I took him in my ass and he took me in his and we both came in each other. After we were all done and showered and everything I left but shortly after felt so sick to my stomach. I needed to be with a girl to prove to myself I wasn't gay.

So I asked out this girl I had heard was easy and I knew kind of liked me. But aside from kissing she never let me do anything. So, frustrated, a couple of weeks later I was chatting with this other girl online I knew had a massive crush on me for over a year. You could say she was completely in love with me. I was irritated about my lack of progress with the girl I was seeing (not that I admitted that outloud) so when she asked if I wanted to come over I said okay. Her parents were sleeping and I snuck in her window (single story house). Laney was always hot, but her in a tank top and booty shorts definitely revved my engine. She knew I was irritated and we talked bout things, but I didn't come out and just say "I need to have sex". I leaned forward and kissed her. She immediately fell to it and leaned back on her bed and pulled me on top of her. I was instantly hard and so turned on but we just made out for several minutes. I was annoyed with just that because of the girl I was seeing so I tried putting my hand up Laney's shirt. She didn't resist and fell right into it. Her boobs were a small b cup but still felt great. I reached into her shorts and she grabbed my hand to stop me and told me she never gone this far before let alone anything else and I told her I was a virgin, too. And then I added I wanted it to be with her. She was like "May parents are in the next room" and I told I'd be quiet. After kissing me for a few minutes she asked if I had a condom and I told her no. After that we got into it. I took off her clothes and marveled at her perfect body, she moaned when she first saw my penis, and we just went at it. I found she is very submissive as even thought it was our first times (well, mine with a member of the opposite sex) we didn't stay in missionary. I tried my best to hold back that first time, but I came inside her after less than 10 minutes. She seemed really happy I didn't pull out. We talked a bit and I told her I wanted her to be my girlfriend. She went down on me, her first time ever, and we made love again, even though she was still full of me, and I came in her again. The next day I ended it with the girl I was seeing and then 3 months later Laney got pregnant and then we eventually got married.

And this is the first time I ever admitted the truth to anyone anywhere.