i'm lesbian and my mom *loathes* that about me, and i've often fantasized about her being the opposite...

my fantasy is that my mom marries me off to an older dominant woman. i often think of a well off real estate agent in her early 40s who is friends with my mom. i dont have any say in the matter. at first i am very unhappy and scared, but she is kind and understanding and patient with me, although she always lets me know she is the boss. she teaches me how to cook her favorite meals, how to clean the house, how to properly massage her, and the proper way to please her with my mouth. if i am bratty or disobedient or fail in my chores or don't try hard enough in the sex, that night she puts on her 8-inch strapon and takes me anally from behind while she explains how i failed her and how i need to improve, while i cry into my pillow.

i start to become very very submissive to her, and my happiness starts to be completely based on her happiness. in my free time all i think about how i can be a better wife to her and make her even happier. i try so hard to be a good wife, and the strap-on sessions gradually stop. I become more and more giving to her sexually, and i stopped resenting it when she wanted kinky things like sitting on my face and bouncing hard on me or oral/anal.

the weeks turn to months, and we are deeply in love with each other. it is a sunday afternoon and like usual for the weekend i wake up early and prepare breakfast in bed for her. i set out the tray carefully , and then get under the covers and kiss her until she awakens. i give her pee hole a little suck to let her know i'm ready, and she relieves herself in my mouth like usual, so she won't have to get up. i clean her and then as she eats i start kissing her. while eating she just likes little nibbles and licks, her thighs kissed, my tongue run along the crevice between her thighs and pussy, her hair run through my lips and her mound blown on.

she puts her tray aside and scoots down, and takes off the covers and unties her bathrobe, because she loves watching me, and starts running her fingers through my hair, and i start servicing her. even though its only been five months i've done it so much it feels as natural and normal as breathing. i'm so proud of how much i've learned about pleasing her, all the little variations and rhythims of licking and sucking and caressing, but i am always alert to her responses and trying to improve. she sighs and starts slowly rocking her hips into me. the windows are open and a sweet spring breeze blows through the silken curtains, and i settle into another long, wonderful sunday afternoon.

i hear the door open behind me, and someone's footsteps who isnt the maid. then i hear my mom's voice, and i freeze and my face instantly goes beet red. i am grateful that she has so much hair, so at least my mom can't see my face, and i want to just dissapear but the best i can do is bury myself in her. i hear her say softly to my mom "she's scared", and "shhhhhh... it's ok" and my mom says gently "honey it's ok". she drapes her legs over my back so her thighs are pressed against my head. this muffles my hearing and makes it easier to at least pretend my mom isnt staring right at me. they are talking and I hear her talk to my mom about all the improvements i've made and how far i've come. she nudges me with her pussy and i have no choice, i start sucking her agian and try not to think about it.

they are talking back and forth but i can't hear them. she is tracing along the dimples on my lower back with her big toe, and i feel so vulnerable. i try to be careful, but she lubricates so much, and i suck when i shouldn't and make a big wet nasty slurping sound. i'm horrified and freeze, but they just pause a second and she goes "oh" and my mom giggles, and they continue like nothing happened. i hear her tell my mom that she's never been happier in her life, that i am the love of her life and she will be with me forever. my heart melts, it makes me so happy to hear. everything is ok, and i am not uncomfortable anymore.

but then she lifts her legs off of me and has me turn over. i look up and see my mom looking down only a few feet away. i realize my mom is seeing me naked on my back, with my face covered in cum, and i want to cry again. but i see the look on her face, and she is smiling and looks so happy, she tells me she loves me so much and she is so incredibly proud of me, and i can see tears in the corner of her eyes. i open my mouth but am so full of emotion i can't speak, she smiles, waves with one hand, mouths "i love you", and gently shuts the door.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Apr 22, 2013 at 4:47 PM

I hope you find the woman of your dreams.

There are a lot of women out there who would love to be in a relationship like this.

You can make this happen, if you want. With or without your mother's support. How old are you?

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by Anonymous on Apr 23, 2013 at 9:52 AM

i want this to happen... but im afraid of dealing with my mom.. and of dealing with my friends reactions to it, and other peoples.. but i want it so so badly

im 16

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Apr 23, 2013 at 10:05 PM

Ah, I see.

While I am partial to very young girls, you may be a little young even for me. But then again, 16 is the age of consent here, and I have been known to be with 18 year olds, so who knows :) I am a 39 year old woman.

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by Anonymous on Apr 23, 2013 at 10:09 PM

And you bring up a very good point.

Embarking on a relationship of this sort, at your age, would require tremendous courage from yourself. You would face rejection from your family, from your friends, and from society at large.

But, please take this advice from someone who is older and wiser: *never* let other people's opinions change who you are, *never* permit them to deter you from your heart's desire.

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by Anonymous on Apr 23, 2013 at 11:55 PM

A little more about myself.

Like I said, I am 39, and female. I am a lifelong lesbian. I own a company, but have at this point mostly divorced myself from running it. Basically, I am pretty much retired at this point. I love enjoying life and all it has to offer, I love to travel. I would absolutely love to settle down and share my life with the right girl.

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by Anonymous on Apr 24, 2013 at 1:25 AM

Tell me something about yourself. What do you look like?

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by Anonymous on Apr 24, 2013 at 6:16 PM

well im little (5'1 about 100 pounds), long blond hair. i still have some baby fat which makes me look young, i dont like it but people keep telling me how cute i am . i have a lot of anxitey about how i look but i get alot of attention. too much especialley from guys. i hate being stared at or hit on especialley from older guys . i feel so threatened. and also i hate hurting peoples feelings so much so i give people the wrong impression alot, which gets me into so much trouble. basically im nervous and scared around people so i stick to myself mostly. i love to take walks in nature to draw, reading... i get sad sometimes and lonely, i dont have many friends... well thats me

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by Anonymous on Apr 24, 2013 at 10:41 PM

Thank you for sharing that. I truly appreciate it.

I'm sorry you are going through feelings of isolation and anxiety. I can promise you, things *will* get better.

You sound wonderful.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Apr 24, 2013 at 11:02 PM

And, again being honest...

I thought your fantasy was beyond fantastic. It made me, literally, ache with desire. Thinking of waking up to that morning with you truly sounds like heaven on earth.

I would introduce you to all the things you describe, and more.

And I was touched by your obviously strong need for your mother's approval. That is, of course, completely normal, albeit unlikely in this case.

And girl, you would learn to love the anal, I promise :P

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