Ok I did it, I got caught up in a guy who was soooooo perfect. I have now caught him in too many lies and some have been ok others not so much and now even though when we are together things are great he just does not care if I'm around. Fuck Him! he just got married to me he should want to be around me as much as possible. what the fuck is wrong with me or him. I just hope I didn't make a mistake. I want my mom but nobody else knows I am actually married. We did it for some extra money for the actually wedding but now I'm thinking I never should have gone through with it.