I know everyone will think I'm weird but I know I'm not. I found a group of people like me I'm no longer ashamed. My name is Jill and I'm a single white 32 year old female. I've been told I'm attractive and look like Carmen Electra and believe it sometimes. I'm pretty normal in almost every way. I've been criticized before but I like guys and girls. Only I like younger ones. I'm sick of being ashamed but I love girls and little boys. I've been with a lot to, never forcing or making a child do anything they don't want. Last one was a boy of 9 who went swimming in my pool and changed in front of me! I asked him to get closer and if he wanted me to drug in off. He got aroused fast when I dried his lower half. I told him how he was a good person and very handsome and how I would never hurt him. We talked and bonded and he asked me if I would kiss his dick and he'd kiss mine. Fast forward and I came twice and he tried to but only shook. The next month his sister came over and I let her catch me masturbating. Her young curiosity took over and asked to watch. Soon she was in my bed rubbing herself.