I have to confess that I'm a sex addict. I have been for years but until recently I always was hetro. I am extremely compulsive about sexual experiences. I'm uncomfortable with this because of my religious upbringing. At times the guilt is terrible, yet I have always returned to sex for pleasure, stress relief, and exploration. Recently I had entered a program for sex addicts and as part of that treatment made commitments to stop visiting prostitutes, looking at porn, and masturbating. As has always happened before as soon as I commit to controlling one area I start looking for loopholes. The only one I had left myself was gay experiences. I had never had any male on male encounters before, but I started visiting nsa personals looking for men who wanted to meet. And then it happened. I met a local man who wanted to jack off together. We were both nervous as we are both married but the risk made it even more exciting. On the way back to his place he broke the ice by reaching over and stroking my cock through my pants. I returned the favor and feeling his hard cock was awesome. It was so hard and already leaking pre-cum. He was so excited to see my cock. When we went inside we both got naked quickly. I loved cupping his balls and jacking his cock. I thought it would stop there but my lust knows no boundaries. Pretty soon I was sucking his cock, taking him deep into my throat. He was sucking my cock as well. Then I laid on top of him and we jacked our cocks together while we kissed. I didn't like the kissing. It was too much for me, but I didn't stop him and I kissed him back. His cock was slightly shorter than mine and had a nice curve. It was such a turn on to feel it pulsing in my hand and have him pushing against me. We kept at it going harder then softer. Kissing, 69ing, stroking, hugging and everything was so erotic. When I had met with prostitutes I would cum so quickly, but I lasted longer here. I suppose I wasn't as aroused being with a man, but I was horny as fuck and I did want to see him cum. He on the other hand was ready to go. I had to keep slowing things down so he wouldn't blow his load too soon. His red cock pulsed on the verge, his breath came in gasps. We'd wait and then start the jacking and sucking again. Finally it was time and he blew his load up onto his chest. It was my turn and I jacked between his legs and shot my load clear up to his head, all over his chest and cock. It was fucking sweet. I cleaned up, got dressed and left. I don't think I'm gay, maybe a little bit bi. I will never be able to tell my wife what I did or how much I enjoyed being with a man, and taking his cock deep into my throat. Some days I long to go back there and do him again. Maybe I'd let him fuck my virgin ass this time.