I have 4strangest wishes:
* I want to be taken by force, while roleplaying defending myself. Not a rape, but I wish to be forced, to not have a choice, to be at a mercy of the man.
* I want to be fucked (or whatever else) while the men thinks I'm unconscious. Like asleep or drugged or drunk. I want to see what it would be like, if he doesn't care about his sounds and doings.
* I want to be bound somewhere near popular places, blindfolded and partly or fully naked, with covered face, just with hole for mouth (not to be recognized). And I wish some random people would find me and just use their curiousity. Finger me, force their cock in my mouth or maybe squeeze my breasts, or even fuck me right there. I wouldn't know who they were and they wouldn't know me. And of course someone near, hidden, who'd come if things would be really health or life-risky.

* And most of all, all three of these, together. To be taken there, by force, tied, blindfolded and fucked hard, and then, just left there, playing unconsciousness, while random people do whatever they want with me.

I'm turned on just by writing it down... almost dripping wet. And I cannot stop it.