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When I Was A Kid
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Bi-Sexual Male / 21
Warning: Long, but I have a question at the end.
When I was young, like 7, I was molested by my female teacher, who was around 27 at the time. Like a year after I hit puberty I went and found her again, because even though I didn't enjoy it at the time, after I hit puberty it kept coming back and I started to enjoy thinking about what she did to me. So, I found her, and I told her that if she wanted she could do "things" to me, whatever she wanted to do.
She accepted, and for a few years after that I would go to her house after school. She just wanted me to stay looking young at first, so she made sure I kept my skin smooth and used lotion. After a few days she had an idea. She basically made me her project, she wanted me to essentially become a girl. So, she bought clothes for me. She had me grow my hair out long(er, it was already about shoulder length and it grows fast anyway) She even used something she found online to teach me how to sound like a girl.
Before I had to move, for a few months before that I was apparently convincing enough that she would take me out in public dressed as a girl, and claiming I was her daughter. She would take me to the mall or to the movies or things like that. The one time (and I think she did this on purpose) we sat on a bench near a bunch of my friends. At first they didn't notice me, I don't think, but one of them was pushed by the others to talk to me. I didn't say much to him, I felt like I was going to vomit I was so worried about him recognizing me. He called me cute and I nearly exploded.
Well, eventually I did have to move. She gave me all of the clothes. Even though I don't really consider myself transgender, I kept dressing up and going out as a girl in secret. I'm lucky nothing happened during puberty that makes me obvious, because I still do.
A few weeks ago I found a bunch of my friends on facebook, including the one that acted like he had a crush on me. He's apparently single and doesn't live that far away from me. What I want to know is, should I visit him as a girl and see if he wants to talk or do anything with me?? I already know how I can reveal myself to him if it gets that far, but should I see if he's interested??
When I was young, like 7, I was molested by my female teacher, who was around 27 at the time. Like a year after I hit puberty I went and found her again, because even though I didn't enjoy it at the time, after I hit puberty it kept coming back and I started to enjoy thinking about what she did to me. So, I found her, and I told her that if she wanted she could do "things" to me, whatever she wanted to do.
She accepted, and for a few years after that I would go to her house after school. She just wanted me to stay looking young at first, so she made sure I kept my skin smooth and used lotion. After a few days she had an idea. She basically made me her project, she wanted me to essentially become a girl. So, she bought clothes for me. She had me grow my hair out long(er, it was already about shoulder length and it grows fast anyway) She even used something she found online to teach me how to sound like a girl.
Before I had to move, for a few months before that I was apparently convincing enough that she would take me out in public dressed as a girl, and claiming I was her daughter. She would take me to the mall or to the movies or things like that. The one time (and I think she did this on purpose) we sat on a bench near a bunch of my friends. At first they didn't notice me, I don't think, but one of them was pushed by the others to talk to me. I didn't say much to him, I felt like I was going to vomit I was so worried about him recognizing me. He called me cute and I nearly exploded.
Well, eventually I did have to move. She gave me all of the clothes. Even though I don't really consider myself transgender, I kept dressing up and going out as a girl in secret. I'm lucky nothing happened during puberty that makes me obvious, because I still do.
A few weeks ago I found a bunch of my friends on facebook, including the one that acted like he had a crush on me. He's apparently single and doesn't live that far away from me. What I want to know is, should I visit him as a girl and see if he wants to talk or do anything with me?? I already know how I can reveal myself to him if it gets that far, but should I see if he's interested??
