No; I'm locked in the Closet !

Early on , when I was a young child & then again while I was in my teens I sexperimented with an other
male. Neither sexperience worked out well, nor did any homo type activities continue after I hit my mid teen
years - on. Then there was the military and women, women, women. Soon after I got out of the service I "fell
love" and married my 1st wife. A German / Mexican Latin-skinned beauty. Sexy & sexual, she rocked my world
for 7 years. Couple swapping & lesbian acts and loose (open) marriage stole us away from one an other. Then
there was the 17 years of single-hood after we divorced. Once during that hitch-up I was offered to have sex
with an other man, sucking & butt fucking.... But alas, it was not to be !

My second marriage was to a Portugese / German, again - the dark skinned beauty...I should point out that
with in the single time, most was spent partying without a date.... though, once, maybe thrice I had a babe
about on a date or to live with, and of course there was always sex...I mean what's it for if your not going
to use it ?? I've oft' thought: I luv the madening sexual feelings of erotica-horny, exotic romantic sensual
lustfullness, fantasy & wild climatic multiple orgasmic S-explosions...; And, I want to "keep-on-having" those
feelings until I'm totally disabled or dead !

There was an other divorce from that raw dark babe as well.... In the end it was too hard to be with one
an other than apart, thus became the end. During, sex was so-so hot in the bigining, but faded to family
rearing all too soon;(Though I do so Love my children). We bucked it - out for over 7 years...until all the
step kids were old enough to leave home,(at least all but one)- There was certianly a pack.., She gave birth
like a machine gun. Then my third wife......: I pawned every thing & loaned my home to a bank to go over -
seas and marry.... A semi-dark exotic pure Asian Luv. Sex, well: She done every thing I told her to, she was
very sexual until after the marriage & back in America.

Now, I find I am locked in the Closet, maybe forever !
I believe I'm Bi-Sexually inclined, I fantasize alot of bi couples while I watch porn dvd's of "all-sorts"
of adult consenting erotic sexual acts....bi,str8,couples,masturbation,cum facials & drinking,anal,pussy,oral,
BDSM,young,old,interacial,les bian,transexual,big cocks,big balls,big breasts,dildos,dongs..,(??) ! I masturbate
with oils & ass / prostate plugs & other toys. Penis pumps & nipple play...I need to get on that Asian poony
pretty soon... need tp be eating & fucking that younger poon, maybe tonight. She wants babies & I want to pain-
fully rip up her ass hole w/my hard fuck-rod !

("Hope my marriage lasts"), Heh ??

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