Straight Female / 26
I became a nun shortly after turning 18, not really by choice but by necessity. I didn't really have anywhere to go and, due to certain factors where I live and with my family I'd rather not mention, I would probably be dead in a month if I left. Well, obviously I'm not allowed to have sex. So, I figured at least I could keep myself company, right?? I was able to keep myself sated for a few years without anyone finding out. Then I was caught. I was.. corrected, for my behaviour. So I became more secretive about it because going without it would have been unbearable. Eventually I was caught again, and corrected again, this time harsher.
After a third and fourth time being caught, with increasingly harsher punishments, they threatened to defrock me if I was caught again. They knew I didn't have anywhere to go and that I would be dead if they turned me out. I knew I wouldn't be able to stop myself, so I went to our Priest and asked him what I should do. He suggested to me that I should try a chastity belt, given that it's a device designed for that. I didn't really have an option, I knew without it I would try again, and I would be caught again. So I reluctantly agreed.
He was gracious enough to set aside some money and purchase one that was recommended for my needs, a sturdy and secure one with no room to get around that could be worn for a long period of time before needing to be cleaned. So, I put it on, he checked it, and the keys went to him and Mother Superior. That was almost 4 years ago. It hasn't been removed since, it hasn't needed cleaning (Mother Superior checks semi-regularly). I've been aching for an orgasm for over 4 years and I know that even when they unlock it they will make sure I don't have time to myself. Especially since part of my agreement with them was that if they set aside the money to purchase the belt in the first place (it was expensive) they would keep the keys indefinitely and I would have to wear it whether I'm still in the order or not.
Even if I leave the order or I'm forced out, I'll need to go to them when it needs to be cleaned, they will let me clean it and they'll put it back on before I'm allowed to leave. If I'm still alive by then I know nothing will come of it if I get the authorities involved, they ignore pretty much everything the church does here and chances are that even if they did try to do anything about it everyone else with the church would make sure they can't do anything about it.
It all feels hopeless. No matter what happens now I'll die in this belt and I'll never feel the release of another climax. I thought it would get easier to ignore the ache, that it would dull with time, but it just gets harder every day.
After a third and fourth time being caught, with increasingly harsher punishments, they threatened to defrock me if I was caught again. They knew I didn't have anywhere to go and that I would be dead if they turned me out. I knew I wouldn't be able to stop myself, so I went to our Priest and asked him what I should do. He suggested to me that I should try a chastity belt, given that it's a device designed for that. I didn't really have an option, I knew without it I would try again, and I would be caught again. So I reluctantly agreed.
He was gracious enough to set aside some money and purchase one that was recommended for my needs, a sturdy and secure one with no room to get around that could be worn for a long period of time before needing to be cleaned. So, I put it on, he checked it, and the keys went to him and Mother Superior. That was almost 4 years ago. It hasn't been removed since, it hasn't needed cleaning (Mother Superior checks semi-regularly). I've been aching for an orgasm for over 4 years and I know that even when they unlock it they will make sure I don't have time to myself. Especially since part of my agreement with them was that if they set aside the money to purchase the belt in the first place (it was expensive) they would keep the keys indefinitely and I would have to wear it whether I'm still in the order or not.
Even if I leave the order or I'm forced out, I'll need to go to them when it needs to be cleaned, they will let me clean it and they'll put it back on before I'm allowed to leave. If I'm still alive by then I know nothing will come of it if I get the authorities involved, they ignore pretty much everything the church does here and chances are that even if they did try to do anything about it everyone else with the church would make sure they can't do anything about it.
It all feels hopeless. No matter what happens now I'll die in this belt and I'll never feel the release of another climax. I thought it would get easier to ignore the ache, that it would dull with time, but it just gets harder every day.
