Well to start off, i wouldn't consider myself gay. I've never found myself EVER attracted to guys. I've tried to look at it that way but it just grosses me out!
I would say I'm More of a sex addict...I've had sex with about 6 men. 3 black and 3 white. The first guy was a white guy that I used to work with who talked me into just trying it out. Second guy was a black guy that I went to school with. The next two was two white boyfriends that wanted to do a threesome so we tried.next guy was a 45 year old black guy that I found out was gay and he had a thing for me so we tried. Next guy was a guy I went to college with. Another black guy:) I confessed my secret to him and just wanted to try again with a black guy:) I've only topped one time and that was my very first time but the rest of the time I was a for sure bottom!
Now I know most people are like why a black guy??!??! But I mean as with me being a white guy, I wanted to see why white girls and sexy ones at that, make sooooo much hype about how big and how good black guys are so yes I was seeking a descent sized black guy.
The main focus of all of this was the second guy which wassss my FIRST BLACK GUY. We have tried like 10 times lol. The very first time, I was scared to freaking death but very very excited. He sent pics and stuff but it didn't look all that big so I wasn't expecting nothing crazy lol. We made a plan that I would just pick him up at this house and we'd try to go find somewhere where nobody was. When we finally found somewhere, I think I was shaking I was so nervous! He asked if I was sure I wanted to and I said yes and started feeling over top of his pants. Wasn't impressed cant tell much from that. He asked if I wanted him to take them off I said yea sure.
When he lifted up and took them off, I turned my head and looked back and instantly knew why some white girls liked black men... It was just a huge oversized penis just sitting there on his leg. It already looked bigger than mine and thicker when I'm rock hard and I've had ever girl say my dick is huge! I just reached over and started stroking it and it grew and grew and grew until eventually my one hand would go around it. I used my other hand and still had plenty of length to fit two more lol. I positioned myself and leaned in his lap and started trying to give a good bj trying to figure out how some of the small petite girls take guys like this size and trying to Just figure out how do I impress girls with guys like this around. I couldn't even get my lips down half way it was so long. I felt pretty turned on with something this big in one hand sucking on it like a little lollipop. I'm trying to make this story seam hot;) lol but I was just beyond amazed and turned on. I stopped to just look at it and just started trying to swallow it again! He seamed to enjoy it so guess I was doing good. Finally after 10 minutes I stopped and stroked it. He asked if I wanna try it out. I was excited and said yes! We got in the backseat and lubed it up and I started trying to sit down on it. I had a VERY HARD TIME. It hurt sooooo bad having something that size just start stretching me and I had to hop off for a second it was killing me. Soooo attempt number two I started sitting down and when I slipped passed the head I instantly felt pain and had to wait a second. I kept sitting down until I felt like it was all in and I was at my full point. I reached back and STILLLLLL had another like 3 inches to go! So I came up and was ready for round three. I sat down past my full point and now know what a girl feels when it's in her belly!! I leaned back and just took it in and relaxed thinking that I accomplished my goal. I have the slightest idea how any female can take guys like that and like it.
I came back up and started gently riding it very slowly and felt like I was getting more full.. He wasn't even all the way hard omg! Lol but as I kept going it felt soooooo good and was such a turn on taking on a women's role and pleasing a man. I just kept going on and on until he was close and he started pushing up harder which was hurting and then I felt it contract...get bigger... And felt like a little well a big water gun was inside me just tickling me;) it felt really good. I finally hopped of sore as heck and took him home.
This was a very very interesting experience for me. He was ugly tho if I had to judge and kinda weird lol but he was very hung. It's straight sexual pleasure just trying something different. Some would say I'm gay but girls eat and kiss each other for pleasure and fun and are never gay. Never been attracted to a guy ever so wouldn't even say bi. Hands down tho females are better lol. I've tried with him a few times and even tried to convince my gf to try and because I'd wanna see how she'd even do it! Then I decided I couldn't handle seeing someone that big inside her considering that I was her one and only!
It's something I think about time to time but feels very awkward after I try so I try to keep from doing it even though me and him have tried like 10 different times and I'm just as wowed as the first time:)