I just returned home from a business trip where I had sex with another man for the first time. I met him in the hotel bar and after several cocktails i found myself in his hotel room on my knees sucking his big cock. I thought I would just blow him and get out of there but he somehow managed to persuade me to get onto the bed where he fucked me in the ass. After he shot his load deep in my ass he told me to get my faggot ass out of his room and just about threw me from the room. I feel so humiliated and guilty. My ass is sore and I feel like shit. I can barely look my wife in the eye. I want to have sex with men now.