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Two nights ago i went to a local bar with some freinds, and I saw my ex-gf of 5 years, who i havent seen in 7 months. She had her new bf with her, shes 21, im 26... and this guy is either 31 or 32. We did not make eye contact... i pretended to not see them, and they pretended to not see me. Me and my group left within 10 minutes and the rest of the night, I forgot about it best I could, came home.., stayed awake another 3 hours.

Its a good thing my father's gun collection is secure at my parent's house... because that would have been the night I would have simply put the magnum in my mouth and pulled the trigger once and for all.

Couple of facts: im young, good looking, and I make over 200,000 dollars a year and have every material possesion you can imagine, rolex watches, sports cars, and i have no desire to live anymore at all.

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# 1456 - by Anonymous / July 10, 2009
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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 10, 2009 at 12:45 PM

I'm glad you didn't kill yourself, but you do sound like a piece of work. You might want to see someone to help get a glimpse of reality.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 10, 2009 at 1:58 PM

You are correct, I am one hell of a piece of work.

All day ive been thinking of just calling her and telling her how I feel about her.

It has no chance of success whatsoever... at least i dont think it does. I cant imagine her just leaving him instantly and coming back to me, even tho this kind of thing has happened millions of times before.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 11, 2009 at 10:59 AM

It's too bad you have every advantage in life right now.
If you had it tougher, you might realize that one old flame, especially one who was never a wife or a mother to your children, is not a reason to kill yourself.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 11, 2009 at 11:30 AM

Go out and meet someone else. You'll find someone twice as wonderful who appreciates you. You're wasting your time pining over someone who doesn't care.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 11, 2009 at 11:44 PM

You show the perfect example that money can't buy you happiness. My advice to you is to use some of your financial resources to get some help with a shrink. With that you'll then:
a) develop a personality and get over yourself
b) realize that your possessions don't mean shit and they don't make you any more or less of a man
c) learn to accept heart ache and then move on

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 12, 2009 at 9:47 AM

Yes, i realize these things, I just have to accept them.

I do have shrink(s) in the form of many friends, some who live far away and offer incredible advice and help.

I refuse any kind of paid professional help or any kind of medications to deal with these problems... in my own opinion, im very strong willed and have roughed through everything in life without these things, and feel it's made me stronger and stronger.

i also agree... my god it would have been so worse had I have married and even gotten a few kids out of this. Im just so young and stupid, but at the same time I feel like everyday im alone is just another day of my life thats completely fucking worthless.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 12, 2009 at 2:52 PM

Strong willed? You just said that if the gun hadn't been locked up in another house you would have killed yourself.

So are you:

a) A spoiled rich kid who always got everything he wanted and can't deal with a little rejection? Remember, there are over 3 billion women on this planet.

b) Someone who could probably benefit from a little counseling? I'm sure you do have a lot of friends with good advice but for starters they are not trained professionals and secondly, do you really think it's fair to dump all of your problems on them? If you're talking about killing yourself just imagine how they'll feel if you do it.

c) A selfish, needy attention seeker? I think at the very least you are selfish. If you spent less time thinking about yourself and more thinking about others you'd probably be a happier person.

So pull your head out of your ass, start thinking about others (and not just how to punish them for hurting you or how to get attention from them), and get on with your life.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 12, 2009 at 11:51 PM

1) In the form of many friends? Fuck off, get real help idiot.
2) Refusing professional help? Again fuck off, you're being arrogant.
3) Strong willed? You were weak enough to want to put a gun to your head .... or you're an attention seeking whore which looks more probable based on your silly ass posts. Those that truly want to die don't post their garbage like this, they just do it.

Get over yourself. The Sun doesn't rise and set on your ass. You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You're the same decaying organic matter as everything else.

Now piss off and go get professional help.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 13, 2009 at 12:44 PM

To the last poster; could you be a little more redundant. Everything you just said was put better in the previous post and that one doesn't quote fight club.

To the OP, let's put 'professional help' (whether that's a shrink or a councellor) into perspective for you.

If your golf swing wasn't working quite right you can either tough it out and figure that you'll fix it yourself eventually or you can go to a swing clinic and get someone else to help you solve the problem a lot faster.

No shame in getting professional help. It actually makes a lot of sense for a busy person to fix things quickly.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 14, 2009 at 1:34 PM

That sounds pretty bad but try to take comfort that you didn't think of all the possibilities. I mean, just imagine how much worse you would have felt if you pictured her legs pinned behind her head while he impales her with his hammer.

Or just think how miserable you'd have been thinking about her taking that thing in her mouth and enjoying every inch. Laughing at the memory of your little twig never scratching her deepest itches.

Man, things could have been a lot worse of you had thought of that stuff.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 14, 2009 at 11:25 PM

Okay some people are just ass holes trying to get fun out of other people situations good or bad. But I know where your coming from the key is to get on doing anything and do all the regular stuff to pull out of a deep funk like this. Write the bitchy letter never mail it it works I called the girl who played me all kinds of names and it felt great getting it out.

Watch some comedies get some funny shit back into your life laugh with old friends that knew you before her or you were money. All in all get about being happy again but don't worry about the ocassional pity party have a short one wallow in it and get it over with in a day and start again.

No body is worth die over if they don't even care one way or the other or worse it would serve there ego to have that much power over some one else.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 16, 2009 at 12:22 PM

Yeah actually yesterday i went out, found someone, and we hooked up. I feel considerably better and now dont think abotu the ex and the 5 years with her.

that was easy, now wasn't it? I owe it all to NOT acting arrogant or talking about my job, and just smiling for crying out loud.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 31, 2009 at 10:44 PM

My goodness and people have real problems in their lives...worrying about how they are going to feed their kids, how to help their dying kid with cancer slowly killing them, and the list goes on and you're wanting to end it over a girl....and easily fixed by a lay? Wow what a piece of work....

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 2, 2009 at 11:58 AM

Instead of living in a fantasy world it's better for you to just go kill yourself. We really don't need more emo retards in the world.

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