Anyways I have this one girl in my class that I jack off to all the time but I'm a loser so I don't have a chance.
I know you're feeling bad and lonely. Hope you feel better, you aren't a loser, just wait til high school.
But, and don't take this as a mean comment, on this site, if you we're to write that you and your mom had sex (even if you didnt) then it would probably fair bette as a story. Just saying, people come here to jack off. ;)
Just hang in there. I know how it is.
Just a word to you mate. One of the prettiest girls I've ever seen, nice rack, nice face and intelligent as well ( studies at FIU) Says she doesn't feel she is pretty. If I wanted I could have had her but I'm already dating. You never really know what's going on in a girl's head so before you bring yourself down try asking her out. Especially if you have at leastt one thing going for you, height, brains, sports w/e.
ask her out worst case she say no and you are in the same place you are now but she might say yes. oh dont ask "you want to go out sometime?" have an idea like "would you like to go see a movie this weekend?" and dont act nervous.
thts okay keep just jerk up thr courage to ask he out.
Go up to her and say "Hi, I know this sounds horrible but you are so hot that I can't help but jerk off at night thinking about you." Then say "I'm pretty sure half the boys in this school jerk off thinking about you, that is how hot you are." When I was a sophomore in high school an 8th grade boy said exactly this to me and I thought he was cute plus it was quite a compliment. I was kind of self conscious about not being pretty but when he told me this I figured I must be over critical of myself. Anyway I asked him out on a date, he accepted, he didn't have a car but I did so I drove. I let him do me (his first time, my 2nd) and that boosted his self esteem as well. From then on I kind of looked at the world a bit differently.
Don't underestimate yourself-get a positive mental attitude and things will happen for you!
Maybe you could work out a little and develop your body some-that will give you confidence to just 'be yourself'. You'll be amazed how many girls prefer 'the boy next door', rather than the cool dude with notches on his bedpost!