I like having things in my ass.

Many, many years ago before I was married I was with a girl who put her finger in my ass while blowing me. I liked what she did so I started doing it myself when I masturbated. That was pretty awkward and messy so I started using small household objects to do the job. Over the years I kept moving up to slightly larger things considered buying a dildo but I was too afraid my wife or kids would find it.

This went on for about 20 years before I decided it would be easier to have someone else do it. I couldn't ask my wife, she's not very adventurous and I don't think she'd understand. I had never before cheated on her but this was something she just could not do for me so I started trying online dating sites and craigslist to find a woman who was into that. I didn't have much luck finding one close to home but I did meet up with a woman two hours away who was more than happy to wear a strapon and go to town on my ass, unfortunately she had other fetishes that did not work for me. After that there were two no-shows and I decided I was not going to drive several hours for nothing again.

While it was hard to find a woman who wanted to play around in my ass there were no shortage of men answering my ads and as time went by my resistance wore away. I picked a guy around the same age as me and told him that I only wanted to be toyed, nothing more, and he said he was fine with that.

We met up at a hotel and exchanged no words other than a greeting. He pulled out his toy, I pulled down my pants, got on my hands and knees and he got to it. He wasn't saying anything and I was getting really into it and jerking furiously. After a few minutes I could hear him breathing heavily and looking back saw he was stroking an uncut cock almost as big as the toy he was using. I ignored it and went back to doing my thing until he pulled the dildo out, pressed down on my back and shoved himself inside me.

With all his weight on me I could do nothing as he fucked me and every time I struggled he would moan louder and even though I was fighting it my dick was still hard in my hand. I was already close when he started and it didn't take long for me to finish and he pulled out of me and came on my ass shortly after. I cleaned myself up and left without a word.

I wasn't too upset about it since I was half expecting something like that to begin with and a week later I was setting up a meeting with someone else, a younger guy this time. I told him the same condition as the first guy and he said OK but as soon as he spread the lube on me with the toy he tossed it away and started fucking. His dick was smaller and I didn't even pretend to resist this time, pushing back into him to take it as deep as possible.

He was still going full steam when I rubbed myself out and it was starting to get uncomfortable. After several minutes of him being "almost there" I agreed to suck his cock. I had cleaned myself out before meeting him so luckily I didn't taste my own shit but I had no idea what I was doing. He didn't seem to care though and squirmed around like it was the best thing ever before gagging me with his dick and jizzing in my throat.

I've done it dozens of times since then and I don't even bother asking for the toy anymore. I have a couple regular guys now and have gone so far as to give them blowjobs to completion. I guess that makes me more bisexual than a straight guy that likes ass play.