I use my sexuality to challenge my conservative society. I am a Muslim woman. My boyfriend who talked nasty but never accepted me as a girlfriend always asked me to dress up conservatively and blah. But I got this wonderful opportunity to go to college on a scholarship and there I met so many amazing friends who made me realize how oppressed I was. i began with little things like sharing a flat with 3 males and a female. My family would die just knowing about it. I stopped wearing hijab. I wore shorts and halters something which I had always frowned upon. And I liked when i got appreciative glances for my body.
It was hard for my friends to believe that I was a virgin and then i decided to lose it. Not that I was in love with anyone in particular. Then my bf decided to pay me a visit. He shouted on me when he saw three other males in the same house. I didn't care. He went through my cupboard and saw my thongs and threw them at my face. He even noticed that I was applying for a visit to a nudist colony. He is just such a patriarch, he hit me.
I was so mad at him and his conservativeness, I told him I would live life as I pleased. I stripped down to my undies and bra right there in front of him. Just then Ralph one of my flatmates walked in and in his customary jovial way cat-whistled. My bf started shouting on me again using abusive language. I shouted back that it was ok for him to watch porn on the sly but i had to bear the burden of religion and pseudo traditions.
I threw away my bra, wriggled out of my panties and called out to Ralph who clearly was interested in me. While my dumb bf watched with his mouth wide open, I smooched Ralph, directed his aroused dick to my vagina and let him take me. I lost my virginity and it hurt real bad but the look in that old fuck's eyes was good enough for it all. I had a fling with Ralph for some time and then it did not work out. I am dating someone who i met at this nudist colony. We both appreciate our bodies and are free to express our sexuality.