I have never had anal sex before, I need to say. I'm such an anal virgin that it hurts when I take a moderately large shit.

I want my first time having anal sex to be intense. I want to find a few guys with huge dicks and find like a motel room or something. No lube except for precum and cum, I want these guys to hold me down and ram my ass relentlessly without letting me up no matter how loud I scream or what I say. Then after they're finished with my ass, before they leave I want them to make me suck their cocks clean.

It'll probably never happen, but god thinking about it makes me hot.

If I never make an effort to make that happen, I guarantee you I'll find the largest buttplug I can afford and force it in. I might end up needing to go to the emergency room to get it out, but it'll be worth it. I'll be fingering myself the whole time I'm on my way to the hospital.