I can't stop online stalking your Narcissist. You malicious, manipulative ass. I have a major exam in four hours and all I can do is stalk the three sites I know you log onto everyday to see if you're home. It brings me instant physical, anxiety-soothing comfort to know that you're home which is retarded because that doesn't mean you're alone or not talking to someone on the phone. You treated me like crap and I told you goodbye and have stuck to that goodbye, but everyday you're all I think about and I hate it. I wish I could move on with my life and stop concerning myself with what you're up to, if you're currently unlucky in love, and if you miss me. I even had a threesome with a hot couple and have a way hotter guy in my midst but when I'm home and the silence is deafening, I could give two shits. I proceed to online stalk and yearn for you to swallow your pride, tell me you're sorry, and return to my life as a non-asshole. As the sweetheart you convinced me you were in the beginning. You WERE my best friend. Now you're gone, as you should be you fucking Narcissistic, succubus jerk. I hate that I miss you. EFT, exercise, casual sex, dating, hobbies, nothing is working to stop this.
This needs to end.