I think something might be wrong with me. I've been giving blowjobs since 13 and I absolutely love when the guy cums in my mouth. It's mandatory for me. If I go down on you you will cum in my mouth. But it doesn't stop there. I lost my virginity at 16. He talked me into not using condoms for our first time to "make it real" but promised to pull out... only when he was close I rolled him over and rode him off. The thought of him releasing was intense, the actuality of it nearly blew my mind. I've since been on BC but I don't use condoms at all. I love the feeling of release. Even if it's a handjob. Something about knowing the guy is releasing because of me turns me on so much. I know I sound like a whore, but I've had something like 5 guys release into my vagina and at least double that into my mouth (though 5 of them were the same ones I've slept with). 3 of the guys I slept with were boyfriends. It's like an addiction. I don't even care if I get off. Am I alone in this?? Part of me feels like I should be ashamed but at the same time it feels so good. Is there something wrong with me??