have been looking for an anonymous thing like this for weeks. cant believe it took me so long to find this site. anyway...i have a confession that only me and my cousin know. and , well...a bunch of guys. anyway...a couple months ago my cousin , who is 23, much olderthan me, took me to a party at her school. a college party. a very large well know school. well of course i got wasted. not my 1st time for that, but well. ok ill jsut say it. i ended up in the basement of this bit house, like a frat house..with a group of guys. i pretty much let a big line of drunk college guys run a train on me. in anyplace they wanted to put it. again..i was wasted. not an excuse i guess...but you know how that goes. well i have no idea how many guys did me, but it was alot. and alot were football players at the college. alot of black guys too. at the time i was wasted but i loved it. looking back..im ok with it too. i have been tested and i got no diseases or got pregnant...thank god!!!! i told my cousin about it the next day. she vanished at the party...with her ex boyfriend..so i knew noone there. and i know i am way too young to post here...but i had to. in a weird way i enjoyed letting them do that to me. they were nt mean, but it was alot of guys in a row. i jsut erally like had to confess this.