I was married to a man in the military. He was sent to Japan, and after 8 months, we were able to meet in Hawii. I wanted a baby so bad, I quit my birth control 2 months before, and timed it so we were at the right time of the month. We fucked 3 or more time a day for that entire week, and so I knew I was pregnant.

Got back home, and this girl I worked with was going to a party, she wanted me to come along. I just thought, heck why not. If I get drunk, and get fucked, no one will know the difference, I'm already pregnant. Well, party came, more than drunk, I got wasted. Next day my friend told me that 15 guys had fucked me, none with protection.

My husband came back home, stationed in Texas, and now it's baby time. I'm as white as white cam be, and my baby is black. I lost my husband, and don't know who the father is. I went back to my friend, and she told me that 4 of the guys that fucked me were black, and none of them she knows their name. Now what do I do?? If you have any advice, please let me know, I have a small little girl, and no dad.