I'm thirteen.
At night I can hear my mom having sex with her boyfriend. Our bedrooms are side by side. I'm supposed to be asleep but it's hard for me to fall asleep sometimes and so I lay awake in the dark. I hear the bed squeaking and my mom moaning and sometimes her boyfriend asking her to do things like suck his dick and lick his balls.
Once I listened to them talking after sex. I couldn't make out every word but I did hear my mom admit that she once gave our old landlord a blowjob in the front seat of his car when she was short on the rent.
I found pictures too. On the computer. Pictures she takes and shows guys that she likes online. Most of them she has sexy clothes on, but in some she shows her tits and in one she showed her pussy.
Hearing her have sex and looking at her pictures makes me think about sex a lot and makes my dick hard. I know I shouldn't think of her that way but I can't help it.
I told my best friend and he called me a freak and now he won't come around or hang out with me. I'm just glad he didn't rat me out to anyone else.
I've started sneaking into my mom's bedroom when she isn't home and smelling her panties and wrapping them around my thing when it gets hard and jacking off with them. I like to come on the crotch, because thats the part that touches her pussy. Afterwards I wash clothes and put them back.
I'll never get a chance to fuck her for real and I don't really want to go that far with it. I know it's wrong. But the panties are fun.