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Anything Goes
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Straight Male / 25
Hey guys...
I am here to confess what I feel for girl who was my class mate at Subodh Publice School, Jaipur.
This girl I am about to talk was my classmate since I remember I joined Subodh (which was way back in 1993). I had a crush on her since then.
Long time later I completed my studies...was in job in Mumbai when I came in contact with this girl again. She was still in Jaipur and completed her studies too. We shared some jokes and became good friends. Then I got shifted in Delhi and when she came too know of it, she obviously became very happy and asked me to meet her when I come to Jaipur. I said I don't want to meet but she forced me. Later when we met, she proposed me in the very first meet for marriage. I was shocked but I said I need time. Later we got into serious relationship.
After three months of relation with that girl I came to know that she is dating one other guy too whom she told me is her sworn brother (Lets name him Mr. X). She convinced me that all this confusion is due to his so called sworn brother and she has no intentions to be with her. She called him in front of me and shooed him. I got convinced.
As the time passed by, we became very intimate with each other. I had told about her to my sister, brother and his wife. We shared the feeling that we have a future together.
She told me that she has already discussed about me with his mother and nani (grandmother) and they have refused and want to wait for 2 years. She also told me about some things like:
1. Her father has a second wife and she is not known to society except his tauji (Big brother of her father).
2. Her mum has a breast cancer and she needs her support for atleast 2 years.
3. She was abused sexually when she was in her lower grades (7th class) by his brother who currently works in Deutsche Bank and his friend Mr. Y (Please read below to find about Mr. Y)
4. She was engaged with a guy who was doing job in Ahemdabad. She had her engagement broken due to that guy being unfaithful.
5. She gave me a contact number who was giving her miss calls and on calling on this number and inquiring, he told me that her number was given by a pimp who says she is a call girl.
6. Her father took a huge amount from some people who she had to repay money. She took a loan of Around 7 lakhs and now has a debt to pay.
7. Her brother is doing engineering. About to complete it and he does not wants to go for a job but to go for Ph. D. He has asked her plenty amount.
8. Her mother beats her up with hot tongs (Chimta) and when she bleeds she says its all bad blood that is coming out.
9. She has a first cousin who too is having a second relationship.
10. Her mama and mami (Uncle and aunt) both have second relationships not known to society.
The list can go long and I can write whole day....but I think you can understand how much of it is true....so I am not going to write all the material
As the time passed I got a job in Jaipur and I shifted in here. One day she asked me to take a print out from her mail. I took her ID and password and took the printout. I was going through her mails when I came to see that his so called sworn brother has written her some mail which I found inappropriate. I searched harder in her mails and I found that she is meeting with a guy and is intimate with her too. CAN YOU BELIEVE...THREE GUYS AT A TIME SHE IS INTIMATE WITH??
I inquired her and she told me that this new guy is her second cousin (Lets name this guy Mr. Y) who has a kid and is about to get divorced. She even told me that she and Mr. Y's real sister were been alleged of relationship with Mr. Y by Mr. Y's wife.
I was horrified by this that she is intimate with her sworn brother and a married man about to get divorced who has a kid and a wife. Also she has been so alleged. But she tried and convinced me that it was only till chats and she has never met her cousin in her life. I was a fool in love and so I forgave her on the promise that she would never do it again.
She also promised me that she will make her parents meet me within next 15 days.
As the time was passing she took her time and regained my trust. On May 11th, 2013 she said me that she is going home and telling her parents about me.
However, she called me on 12th and said that she does not want to marry me and she does not want to marry me now.
I am totally heart broken now and I have lost faith in love and girls. I am even scared now that I will not be able to trust any other girl.
I have all the chats with me and her pics. She has called me and said that don't blackmail me by using such things. If I try and contact her parents she will kill herself.
I am scared that she might kill herself and I will be caught in the name of blackmailing. But I did not do blackmail her but was striving for my love to not to end.
I am here to confess what I feel for girl who was my class mate at Subodh Publice School, Jaipur.
This girl I am about to talk was my classmate since I remember I joined Subodh (which was way back in 1993). I had a crush on her since then.
Long time later I completed my studies...was in job in Mumbai when I came in contact with this girl again. She was still in Jaipur and completed her studies too. We shared some jokes and became good friends. Then I got shifted in Delhi and when she came too know of it, she obviously became very happy and asked me to meet her when I come to Jaipur. I said I don't want to meet but she forced me. Later when we met, she proposed me in the very first meet for marriage. I was shocked but I said I need time. Later we got into serious relationship.
After three months of relation with that girl I came to know that she is dating one other guy too whom she told me is her sworn brother (Lets name him Mr. X). She convinced me that all this confusion is due to his so called sworn brother and she has no intentions to be with her. She called him in front of me and shooed him. I got convinced.
As the time passed by, we became very intimate with each other. I had told about her to my sister, brother and his wife. We shared the feeling that we have a future together.
She told me that she has already discussed about me with his mother and nani (grandmother) and they have refused and want to wait for 2 years. She also told me about some things like:
1. Her father has a second wife and she is not known to society except his tauji (Big brother of her father).
2. Her mum has a breast cancer and she needs her support for atleast 2 years.
3. She was abused sexually when she was in her lower grades (7th class) by his brother who currently works in Deutsche Bank and his friend Mr. Y (Please read below to find about Mr. Y)
4. She was engaged with a guy who was doing job in Ahemdabad. She had her engagement broken due to that guy being unfaithful.
5. She gave me a contact number who was giving her miss calls and on calling on this number and inquiring, he told me that her number was given by a pimp who says she is a call girl.
6. Her father took a huge amount from some people who she had to repay money. She took a loan of Around 7 lakhs and now has a debt to pay.
7. Her brother is doing engineering. About to complete it and he does not wants to go for a job but to go for Ph. D. He has asked her plenty amount.
8. Her mother beats her up with hot tongs (Chimta) and when she bleeds she says its all bad blood that is coming out.
9. She has a first cousin who too is having a second relationship.
10. Her mama and mami (Uncle and aunt) both have second relationships not known to society.
The list can go long and I can write whole day....but I think you can understand how much of it is true....so I am not going to write all the material
As the time passed I got a job in Jaipur and I shifted in here. One day she asked me to take a print out from her mail. I took her ID and password and took the printout. I was going through her mails when I came to see that his so called sworn brother has written her some mail which I found inappropriate. I searched harder in her mails and I found that she is meeting with a guy and is intimate with her too. CAN YOU BELIEVE...THREE GUYS AT A TIME SHE IS INTIMATE WITH??
I inquired her and she told me that this new guy is her second cousin (Lets name this guy Mr. Y) who has a kid and is about to get divorced. She even told me that she and Mr. Y's real sister were been alleged of relationship with Mr. Y by Mr. Y's wife.
I was horrified by this that she is intimate with her sworn brother and a married man about to get divorced who has a kid and a wife. Also she has been so alleged. But she tried and convinced me that it was only till chats and she has never met her cousin in her life. I was a fool in love and so I forgave her on the promise that she would never do it again.
She also promised me that she will make her parents meet me within next 15 days.
As the time was passing she took her time and regained my trust. On May 11th, 2013 she said me that she is going home and telling her parents about me.
However, she called me on 12th and said that she does not want to marry me and she does not want to marry me now.
I am totally heart broken now and I have lost faith in love and girls. I am even scared now that I will not be able to trust any other girl.
I have all the chats with me and her pics. She has called me and said that don't blackmail me by using such things. If I try and contact her parents she will kill herself.
I am scared that she might kill herself and I will be caught in the name of blackmailing. But I did not do blackmail her but was striving for my love to not to end.
