i've been divorced now just over a year. i have 3 kids and the youngest is less than a year old. i take care of my kids and try to work from home some, but working opportunities have never panned out, so i'm on pubic assistance. i've not been out for over a year, but i'm attractive, keep myself in shape, and i'm breast feeding so my breasts are huge. with keeping up with the kids, i am being run ragged. i get up a little early and do aerobics for a few minutes to wake up and feel energized enough to get my 2 older kids ready for school, then i just collapse for a few minutes until my baby wakes. when she goes down for a nap i try to get some house work done, and today while collecting dirty laundry from my son's room, i thought he'd wet the bed, but it wasn't that type of wet. i just sat there feeling the cum soaked sheet and remembering what it was like to have sex with another person.

i so want to go out again: see guys looking at me, know i'm still attractive, and feel more then being mom and the local dairy. i'm a person too and i so miss being with adults, but by the time dinner is done, things are cleaned up, help my wonderful little ones with their homework, and get them ready for bed... all i can manage to do sit down for a few minutes and the baby is back up... when she's asleep i finally just collapse and try to rest until i start it all again in the morning.

i can't do this forever.