I miss my ex gf. I've been married for 15 yrs but I still fantasize about her sexually. She was so experimental and really driven to make me happy sexually. I think she worshipped my cock in ways that made me climax multiple times , which looking back seemed like a daily occurrence. She was a fiesty latina so that made my love for her grow more intensely. She would give me head plus swollow . She loved looking at me while she performed this awesome skill of hers. She would ask me if I wanted more and of course I would say yes. I miss that terribly. She never liked condoms so the intimacy was off the charts. there were times I was overwhelmed with her sex drive. Don't get me wrong , I loved to pound her in every way but her need was more than mine. Her favorite position was reverse cowgirl and that was mind blowing because she rode me fiercely. Just the thought of this now makes me want to go fuck my wife. The downside to my ex was her dependency on anti depressants and being bipolar. Outside of the bedroom she was a little wacky and didnt trust many people. When she saw me talking to a girl she would let me finish our conversation and then whisper in my ear that every inch of my cock was hers and and only hers and not that sluts. That night she would sometimes fuck my brains out and remind me of this. I miss that crazyness. My wife is nothing like her and is more on the conservitive side. Sex is so so but she loves me endlessly. She is not creative at all and only like missionary in bed. I love my wife and the nice life we have built together but I so miss the sex I had with my ex and more importantly I miss her worshipping my cock!.