It started when you were talking about you and kyla sneaking around for dope and having sex and stuff. And the way you had to hide

the stuff you did made me wonder; why?? why can't you openly do as you please?? Who set all of the rules of fun and sex?? Why is it

wrong for you to live out your most taboo of fantasies as you get the chance?? The answer is that it isn't wrong at all. I know you

have secret fantasies that people would look down on you here for having, but would view as normal thoughts elsewhere. For example,

you hate the way big black dicks look, but I know that you love the way some of them feel inside of you. If people in Iowa know you

like big black dick, do they look down on you?? Yes they do, but in Louisiana, it is acceptable for a girl to fuck anybody they want

to, and it isn't taboo there like it is here. Honestly, if you could fuck a giant black dick in Iowa, would it be more of a turn on

than doing so down south?? I don't get the sexaul repression around here. In Iowa everybody wants the good sex, but it's secret love

affairs, and shit. In Louisiana, if you want black dick, you go fuck it and it's almost always NSA. Why is that?? Like I know that you

enjoy well hung black men, and we never talked about black guys openly, but I could always tell that in a way the thought of a huge

black dick in you turned you on, yet you never asked me to fuck black guys except once. I want to express that; to me it is sexy when

you pursue your fantasies, no matter what they are. I support your inner sexual desires being realized. If you ever want anything

kinky or taboo, please don't hesitate to tell me. I went to youporn and saw you had watched a video about a big black dick fucking a

chubby girl. Does that still turn you on?? I think that if you were to explore with black guys, it would ease any trust issues or

insecurity because you know they are looking just to fuck 99% of the time, and that they mostly have big dicks. I think that if I am

correct, you would like to try a huge black dick out, and I like that idea. I have known for a while that you like to fuck black

dick, but didn't like the way it is looked at. If you were to have approached the mark guy just for sex, I would have supported you

100%. I think you need to flush out your deepest fantasies, and use them to get through your sexual drought. I don't care if it is

black guys, old guys, virgins, lesbians; ANYTHING YOU GET HORNY ABOUT, YOU NEED TO JUST GO WITH IT. Stop caring what people may

think, because those who would talk shit aren't exactly on you fantasy list anyway. You have a bunch of repressed sexual desires that

you have ignored. That is what I saw in my trip anyway. Keeping fantasies locked up can lead to bad situations and tension in other

areas of life. Sex, and mind are tied to each other. Remember how when a guy fucks so really good, and you get off, you feel that

special attraction thing?? Well it doesn't go away when you get that feeling you are a happier person in general. It isn't about who

you are fucking, it is all about the what and how. It isn't being a whore to sleep around with my knowledge; It's using the proper

tools to get the job done. We have had good sex before, but even I know that you get off hard on huge dicks. I really think it would

be best for you mentally if you had a few huge dicks on the side(that we talk about), just to keep your head right. No love shit. It

is never the guys you love, It was their big dicks that you love cumming onto. Like I said it is linked to your mentality and

happiness. I never came in you as hard as after you just took a hard pounding, remember?? So, am I right about you being down for the huge black dick now?? Do you have any other secret fantasies I don't know

about?? Nothing is taboo with me. I am open minded about everything sex wise. I remember when we as a couple chose that guy to come

see us in Sigourney. You thought he was good looking, and he had a big dick, and wanted to do the cuckold thing with us. I was willing to do whatever, even eat you out after he fucked you as you guys wanted, but when it

was time for it to happen, you backed out because you told him you were afraid he would be too rough. But I recall you telling me it

was kinda hot thinking of him fucking you and humiliating me, but that it would be awkward fucking in front of me. Did you like the

idea of having the ultimate power trip over me?? I remember him turning you on, as you were wet when we were planning that stuff,and

you told him you wanted it really rough and hard, and you liked the idea of you guys talking to me humiliatingly. I have always

wondered if you really were scared of him getting rough, or just that you may like it too much. Do you still find that hot?? Would you

try out being a hotwife for a night with a guy completely of your choosing?? I think you just need a couple good experiences doing

something taboo. Taboo fantasies are not wrong or weird, just out of the norm. I don't suggest you get fucked all of the time, just a

couple times regardless of the situation. Anything taboo, and frowned upon would be excellent if you are able to go through with it.

Whether it be a cuckolding, a huge black dick, a mandingo party, a married redneck, a virgin, a glory hole, a couple, whatever; I want to know your

forbidden pleasures, and help you make them come true. There is nothing hotter about you then the way you get hot for specific types,

yet completely shut off sex drive when you want to. I want you to be a slut in our bedroom, but a lady in the streets. I don't have a

big dick, but you deserve it for sure. I see big dick men as tools for your usage no different than a vibrator or a dildo. It isn't

wrong to use a tool, is it?? Would you use a toothpick to open a manhole cover?? No, and to be honest, the thought that you can have a

nice dick to get off on, it really does make me feel better about myself in the biggest area I lack in. Any woman I would marry must

be satisfied completely in the bedroom. If my lady isn't receiving something correctly in her life, it is my job to make sure she gets

what she deserves. What do you lack that you enjoy?? Spice, Power, Pleasure and Control. What taboo interest would you be most likely

to pursue with me?? You already know I have always dreamed of cuckolding with you, and I think that would give you a huge ego boost.

Imagine the power you will feel over me when I am tied to a chair unable to move but can only watch as you take a huge dick inside

you, and you tell me how good it feels to cum, and make humiliating comments to me. I think that would be a hot situation to be

honest. Only with you would I even want to do these things. Only you have I ever had the desire to see somebody pleased to the

maximum amount. Well, I guess think about your taboo fantasies, and what we could do to achieve them, and let me know. BTW, you are

tighter now than you were when I met you, don't ask me how. Please don't judge me for writing this. It is honesty and truth, and for

the best of both of our mental states. If you hate what I have asked and proposed, please just say no, because just like you I handle

rejection poorly. If you want to do something taboo, I know we will both be much happier, and you will be who you truly are, rather

than who you want people to think you are. Maybe list your fantasies that we could indulge in?? Well, thanks for reading my lady, and

I hope we can work slowly towards establishing a dynamite bedroom routine. I love you and cherish you. Smile, I know I do every time

I look at you.:)

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