I married my wife 12 yes ago but I've been keeping a secret from her. I was a heavy drinker when I met her. I had blackours from it but they were never that bad until the week after we returned from our honeymoon. Man I was high on life from getting the best sex experience from my bride at an exclusive resort. Upon returning my buddies invited me to a bachelor party at a all nude hole in the wall strip bar. The last thing I remember from that night was saying hi to a girl right before I was leaving , I think around 2am. I woke uP the next morning butt ass naked in a strangers bed. My cock was all dirty from possibly have unprotected sex with this apparent stripper. She was great looking but not my wife. I jumped out of bed, with the girl still laying next to me, semi washed up in the sink and headed home. I never looked back. I still question why I was leaving drunk or why I left the party by myself. I guess being drunk you can come up with tons of excuses. Nevertheless I quit drinking that week and have been sober since. My wife thinks I was doing it for her and she reallly liked that but hell I was doing for me and my stupidity.