i don't want to say how young i was but i was really young; my australian cousin came to live with my widowed aunt in the U.S. for the summer a few years ago while his parents were in europe for his father's job. my family lived only a few blocks away. my aunt didn't work but volunteered Wednesday mornings somewhere. my cousin had told me if i ever wanted to "do something" to come over on a Wednesday at 9 a.m. and look to see if his aunt's car was there; if it wasn't i was to come through the alley and enter through the basement screen door. i was hoping it was an invitation to kiss as i hadn't kissed a boy yet. i was so skinny and my parents wouldn't let me wear make-up yet and i didn't have boobs yet although something was going on with my nipples (Yay!). my cousin of course was beautiful, tall and thin. i was so jealous that he was a guy and more beautiful than me. so i naively went over hoping for a kiss, and i went into the basement like i was told when i saw no car. there was no furniture down there (but oddly i remember a full, unused kitchen that i never did figure out why). a few minutes later my cousin came down and he started talking to me about how pretty i looked, how much he was glad to see me, etc. i just ate it up, no one had ever talked to me like that before. i asked why there was no furniture in the basement, and he said he didn't know but his bedroom was through a nearby door and did i want to see his music posters on his wall?? i was so naive that's why i thought he wanted me to go with him into his bedroom, although i liked the results! as soon as we got into his bedroom and i started looking at all his posters, he took me in his arms and started kissing my face, then to my lips. he was almost a foot taller than me and he felt so strong, and i was so happy that he wanted to be with me and that someone was paying attention to me and thought me worthy of being kissed! and that accent! my knees got so weak after a few mouth kisses i knew i needed to sit down, and of course i was such a nerd that i suggested sitting down on his bed! he kept complimenting me and i kept giggling and offering mild retorts (oh, you're just saying that! its not true) when secretly i thought it was accurate and i was actually the sweetest thing in the whole world! he started to touch tongues which i could feel the sensation in my toes. then the teen drama started to kick in, like what if he wanted to touch my boobs and he would be so disappointed because i didn't have anything?? that thought didn't last long because then there was my cousin's hand on my breast, however small it was! i decided to let him make the decision as to whether my boobs were worthy of further touching or not as he whispered that my breasts were beautiful then he moved one hand under my tank top t-shirt. i wasn't wearing a bra because i was so small (one of the last in my class to need one). in all this excitement i didn't notice that my nipples had become very long and hard, poking into the material. it didn't matter much anyway as my cousin pulled the top up so i lifted my arms up so it could go over my head. i was then topless, for the first time in front of a man since i was 4 years old and discovered privacy and wouldn't let my dad see me in the bathtub anymore. as my cousin uttered yet another complement, i felt tinglings in my nipples and in my vagina. from reading teen magazines i knew this was sexual arousal, and it was welcomed! it did't take long for him to pull down the gym shorts i was wearing and my underwear down to my ankles, which i kicked off with my flip-flops. i was now naked and in a boys bed, who had his hands all over me, and i was loving every second of it! i lost any self-conciousness and wanted him to see every part of me, from my flat hair i didn't like to my little boobs to my pussy which still had just the lightest covering of hair. I was so excited i was going to jump out of my skin! for the next hour i let him kiss me wherever he wanted and finger me. i made a protestation that it was unfair that i was the only one naked but he said "maybe later" and i thought i better leave it at that. i spent the rest of the morning nude in front of him; he made me walk upstairs nude with him to get a drink out of the refrigerator and then around the house doing various things. i was happy to do it; i enjoyed being bare and i liked him seeing me naked. all too soon i had to get dressed and go back home before our aunt came home.

so the rest of that summer there was a familiar pattern. every wednesday morning i would go over to my aunt's house and look and see if her car was there (which didn't always happen to my great disappointment) then sneak through the basement door and slip into my cousin's bedroom and wait in breathless anticipation for him to come downstairs and remove my clothes. he always made me come several times on those days. by our fourth or fifth rendez-vous i dispensed with the waiting and started greeting him nude on the bed when he came into his bedroom. that was when he took his clothes off too. we started mutually pleasuring each other manually at first, but in the last few weeks of summer we progressed to oral. he was beautiful with a slim hairless body and his penis was smooth but really long and thin when it became erect. but my favorite time was when we were done and would just spend time together naked around the house. i loved it when he ejaculated and got some on us so we would have to take a shower. the feeling of warm water on me with my cousin soaping up my boobs and between my legs was almost too much. i wanted him to be in me, a dangerous thought for someone so young, and i would have done it with him had h wanted, but he was more mature than me and decided what we were doing was enough.

summer then ended and my cousin had to return to australia. despite pleas for sexting (i was too chicken) what we had of a young teen affair ended. i had acne problems in the rest of jr. high and high school and didn't date until i found a handsome man in college that compliments me and likes to see me naked as much as my cousin did five years ago. i always need my naked time and my new bf makes sure that i have as much as i want.