when I married my wife she was a virgin. I loved the fact that she was new to any sexual physical experience. I had been around the block myself. When we had sex the first time it was awesome. She was so tight and willing to please me. I swear the first day was OK but the next few days we fucked like rabbits. I felt like a teenager again. She was only 21 and I was 30. I think I came so easy and often because of her tightness of her pussy.

I've been around plenty of titts and ass but she was incredibly sexy and just a natural in bed. I was in love with her sexually. Hell she made me wait a couple of years so my balls were aching to unload in her and frequently. Then it happened, the newness wore off and after a couple of kids she is not as tight and appealing. I've tried to convince her to experiment and to use creams and other lubricants to get the tightness again but she doesn't want to. Anal is out of the question. She is also too tired to work out. I have regressed sexually because of this. I seem like such a jerk for not accepting her as she is but maybe this is why I was a bachelor for some time. I loved fucking a few girls at a time to keep it fresh and the sex new. When I met my wife I had a few girls on the side just incase our relationship didn't work out.

Nowadays I have to masturbate after sex just so I can get off again. Atleast my grip on my cock is tight. I think i let her virginity draw me in , hook line and sinker. It was great while it lasted but now not so much. I don't want to cheat on her or have a secret affair but it gets hard out here just thinking of sex constantly. I've had a couple offers to go on a date but I have turned them down. Im at a point where I might not turn down some hott ass again.

I need some direction on this!