My doctor told me with 100% certainty that if I do not have an abortion, I will die giving birth to this baby. So, my husband and I have decided that since giving birth is going to kill me, that must be what I was made for. That must be what women are for, to breed and die. Otherwise, giving birth wouldn't kill me. And so, knowing this, my husband doesn't care anymore that I'm going to die. He's just happy he's going to have a son.