I lost my virginity Saturday night and it fucking sucked. I bled a lot and my pussy is still in a lot of pain. I had sex with a guy that I didn't want to. I've been hanging out with older people in their twenties that I met at work. They all assumed I have a lot of sex because I kind of act and talk like I do. I flirt a lot and make sex jokes and tell stories about all the wild sex I have. Basically I enjoy being with them and when I first started hanging around, I acted like I was very active so I wouldn't get teased.

I've been friends with a 25 year-old girl who has a lot of boyfriends and a lot of sex. We were at a party and she asked me if I wanted to help her with some guy. I didn't know what the fuck she was talking about but I went along. I found myself in a room alone with her and this older guy like 30 years old. He let her tie him to the bed and she started teasing him. She took her clothes off and grabbed his head and made him eat her. She basically got mad at me and asked me if I was going to suck his dick or not. I didn't want to be a loser so I unzipped him, fished his dick out of his pants and sucked on it like I'd seen in pornos. I'd never done it before and didn't like sucking that guy but he seemed to like it. I enjoyed seeing and touching a real life cock but wished it was someone else. I know I could have walked out but I didn't want to disappoint my friend.

My friend swapped places taking over his dick and telling me to sit on his face so I did. That was better than the other because it felt pretty good. Really good actually. I just wished it was with someone else. I felt movement and realized my friend was fucking this guy while he kept licking me. I was so nervous she would want me to fuck him too. She made a big show of cumming and then said lets rest a minute. We untied him and he stripped naked. My friend and this guy were totally naked and I was sitting their like a fool in my clothes. My friend said oh she's shy and started kissing me. She took off my clothes and started sucking on my tits. The guy was impressed with my tits saying how juicy they were. My girlfriend went down to eat me while I laid back and the guy started massaging and sucking my tits. He was really rough with them to the point it hurt. I was like wtf but at the same time my friend was eating me and that felt really good. She was much better than him. I couldn't help but grind my pussy on her face. The guy was having a great time watching her and murdering my tits. My friend made me cum. I tried to fight it when I felt it coming on but she was too good. I tried to cum quietly but they knew I was coming. The guy yanked and twisted my nipples really hard as I was cumming. The orgasm made it feel good even though it hurt.

my friend said my turn and slid her pussy up to my mouth. As I tried to eat her like she did me, the guy started playing with my pussy rubbing it and shoving his fingers in til it hurt. before i realized what was happened my friend was telling him to fuck me. I didn't want to but figured it would be over soon. I felt his dick right there. I had stopped licking cuz i was scared but she started grinding and saying come on girl so I was concentrating on her pussy as he jammed his cock into me. It started to hurt so i shifted myself and he just shoved it in as hard as he could. He was saying how tight I was. I almost fucking screamed. he started pumping me and the pain just got worse. my friend was grinding her pussy against my tongue and cumming while this guy was tearing me up. She rolled off and watched him fuck me. she started asking me if i liked his big cock and telling him to fuck me hard. I couldnt even talk. He fucked me for awhile and kept commenting on how tight i was and how wet I was getting. I asked him not to cum in me but he did anyway. Then he said what the fuck and my friend said I was bleeding. I went to the bathroom and found that i had a tear inside the was bleeding bad. I held a towel to it and had my friend take me home. she was all worried and upset. she wanted to know why i didn't say anything. I was a fucking mess. I told her I had never been with someone so big. She said she shouldn't have brought someone so young to the party and started asking me if I was a virgin and giving me shit for not speaking up.

She came over yesterday to apologize but was still angry at me and told me again to speak up next time someone wants me to do something I don't want too. She also told me to stop acting like someone I'm not. So i guess I lost her as a friend. what a sucky weekend.