I have had a wish for someone to share my desire for oral sex and cum.

My fantasy and infatuation with cum started when my older brother came home from college and told me how wonderful it was to lick pussy. My mind took that thought and ran with it. I had a girl friend but I was afraid what would happen if my fantasy turned out to be just that. I was afraid that I would not like it if I actually did it to a girl. I drove to a back road in the woods and started jacking off thinking about licking pussy. I thought that if I could eat my own cum, that I could eat pussy. I ejaculated in my hand and took a little lick. It was warm and smooth, not offensive. I was not able to figure out what to say or introduce my desire with my girl friend at that time but I never lost the desire.

My next girlfriend Debbie was way more experienced in sex. Debbie had these underwear with a picture of an apple with a bite out of it. When she paraded around in her bra and panties she would tease me and say "would you like to eat my apple"?? I always replied yes.

The day finally came when we were fresh from a shower we had together. I was very excited and Debbie said "Its time for you to eat my apple". I made my way down sucking her breasts, licking her skin and reaching her pussy. I remember the heat I felt from it. Her pussy was warm and the aroma was musky. The smell and look excited me. I started to lick her gently and she asked me if I had ever done this before. I told her that this was my very first time. She moaned and told me " you are a natural honey". We parted ways but I was hooked.

I met another woman, Susan, who I had a long term relationship with. The first time I went down on Susan a gush of water (ejaculate) went in my face. She apologized, and that never happened again with her. Susan allowed me some sexual freedom. I asked her if I could jack off in front of her Susan told me I could. I wanted to titty fuck her and then lick the cum off her tits Susan was OK with that. Susan did not like me licking her pussy as much as I wanted. We ended our relationship and I called Debbie.

Debbie and I were hot together but she would not allow me to cum on her breast and lick it off. Debbie loved how I licked her pussy. We were traveling and spent a night in a hotel. She wanted to watch some on demand porn. It was exciting for me for her to watch porn while I had sex with her. I was willing to try something new. The bed was just the right height. I put her at the side of the bed. I licked her and felt her flowering under the toying of my tongue. I then entered her pussy until I was at the very brink of cumming, I slipped out of her and starting licking her again. She had never experienced anything like this and was so turned on. I did this over and over. The time came when I could not hold back any longer. I came inside her. When I was done without hesitation I went down and licked her again. Oh I was totally hooked. After that Debbie would bring out her vibrator and have me watch. She would cum over and over watching me as I played with myself. She would say, "I am making it creamy for you, are you hungry??"

When Debbie and I parted I missed the sex but I missed the cum. I discovered that by lifting your legs over your head you could cum in your own mouth. I did this several times, but I missed licking pussy.

I would love to meet some one that I can be open with sexually and enjoy the fruit (juice) of our love making.