As well as this being a confession, I'd also like some advice please on what I should do from this point onwards.
My husband Jimmy who's a year older than me and I left our safe dull boring jobs two years ago, to start on a new venture together. Everything was going fine and we were making reasonable amounts of money. Then in April last year I found out Jimmy hadn't been sorting out the tax returns properly and we were visited by revenue office. A guy in his mid forties turned up and told us we owed a lot of money. With the way the business was run we didn't have that kind of capital at our immediate disposaland the tax man wanted his pound of flesh immediately, or else. Jimmy took him to one side and after a long conversation the tax man looked at me and smiled. Then Jimmy walked me up to our bedroom, sat me down and explained we could get deferal in the money we owed. It meant we wouldn't have to meet the deadline straight away and we wouldn't receive the extra large costs involved. Saying it very quickly Jimmy said "All you'd have to do is pleasure the guy, you know fuck him". I was too shocked to respond at first, but when I eventually came to my senses, I told Jimmy he was fucking mad if he thought I was going to let some guy fuck me for the money we owed. Never the less twenty minutes later with Jimmy watching, I was on my back with my legs in the air and having a slightly overweight tax man banging away at my pussy. He didn't last long once he started to fuck me and to be truthful the whole experience from him licking my pussy, to me sucking his fat cock to it's fullest and eventually having him fuck me, wasn't at all bad. Indeed I came on his cock, not long before he pulled out to cum all over my breasts. Six months and one more visit later we'd cleared the tax debt.
I thought the whole thing was behind us and having gotten to a secure footing, I genuinely believed we'd seen our way through a very difficult time together. Then last month Jimmy spoke to me about expanding one of our sidelines. It meant a trip to see a client and we stayed in a hotel. The client met us there and with a very good day negotiating behind us, we went into the bar for a drink. Both Jimmy and the client drank quite a bit, so when Jimmy asked me if I'd consider performing the same deal for the client as I'd done for the tax guy, I thought he was joking. I knew he hadn't spoken to him about it as I'd been with him the whole time we were there. What I didn't know is they'd spoken on the phone previously and Jimmy had sent him some pictures we'd taken on holiday a few years back, sexual ones I thought were only for our enjoyment.
I knew how much money was involved and I also knew it meant we'd be financially secure way into the future. It wasn't as though our client was ugly, old or fat, he wasn't. In fact he's quite a looker and by the shape of him I guessed at the time he worked out a lot. Boy was I right when we stripped each other in our hotel room and for the next two hours, myself and our client did things together, Jimmy doesn't get to do. This time I made Jimmy stay downstairs in the bar as my new found lover fucked me all over the room and in the shower. It was in the shower I let him first gently finger me in the ass as he licked out my dripping pussy and then fuck me in the ass with his eight inch throbbing cock. I'm not ashamed to say it, I became a total slut for and with him. He's the first guy I've ever licked the ass of and he's also the first man to ever to want me to finger fuck his ass as I sucked him down my throat.
I loved every second of the sexual time we spent in the hotel room and I soon learned, I could be sexually more satisfied with him in two hours we had together, than I ever could with Jimmy.
That is my dilema.
I love Jimmy and what we've had together as man and wife. But. If Jimmy can, at the drop of a hat, let his wife fuck any man who furthers our business. Does he truely love me and do I love him, because in secret I've been meeting our client. It's nothing more than sex and I genuinely mean that. He's a wonderful lover and fucks me as I now love being fucked. He's also got amazing staying power and I've had on a few occassions had to slow him down by letting him make me gag on his cock, deep throating him to orgasm.
My questions are.... If I continue to have Jimmy pass me out to other men, will our marriage last??. Also can I really and truely expect the same passion from Jimmy, the same passion I now get from my horny sexual bull. If not should I begin to start a new life with someone who can??...