Straight Female / 43
I was married at 23. I caught my husband cheating on me when I was 29. We were separated for ten months. During our separation, he insisted and insisted that he hadn't cheated. He was getting blow jobs from a prostitute. He insisted that oral sex isn't cheating. He turned it around on me because I wasn't into oral as much as he was. I eventually made sacrifices and compromises and we got back together and have been "happy" for thirteen years. I started sucking him off regularly after we got back together. I'd say four or five times a week almost every week for all these years and still do. We almost never have regular sex anymore. It was true that I wasn't really into giving head back when we split. I did start to enjoy it more and more over the years though.
About seven years ago, my boss at my part-time job started hitting on me. I wasn't interested in having sex with him. He started pushing for sex from me. I explained many times that I didn't believe in cheating. He started asking for blow jobs and using the "oral sex isn't cheating" line on me. That line stabbed me right in the heart. My old resentments were still fresh but I thought about it and convinced myself that maybe the guys were right. It's all a state of mind. If my husband doesn't believe it's cheating and I don't believe it's cheating then I guess it's not cheating.
The afternoon I came to this conclusion, I knocked on my boss's car door in the parking lot as we were leaving. I climbed in the car and told him to drive around back and to park behind the dumpsters. As soon as the car was in park I stared rubbing his cock through his pants. Once he was hard, I unzipped him and pulled it out and sucked it. It took awhile but eventually he came in my mouth. I never swallowed for my husband but I swallowed for him. Why not??
I did the same thing the next three afternoons I worked. The next week, after four more afternoons of giving him head he asked me what was going on. I explained that he got his wish and that I wanted to suck him off as much as possible. He asked about my husband. My response was simple. Why should he care?? It's not cheating. After a few weeks of sucking my boss off every afternoon I worked plus a few times in his office when no one was around, he admitted that he couldn't handle that much so I settled into giving him head usually two or three times a week at a train station parking lot near our office.
I wanted it more though. I really grew to love the feeling of making a soft cock hard, the feeling of a man desiring my mouth, the build up to orgasm and finally the hot spray of cum in my mouth and the look of satisfaction on a man's face when I swallowed his load. The next guy I sucked off was a neighbor from down our street. We had know each other forever and he often stopped to help me out with something and this day he stopped to help me with the groceries. The look on his face when I dropped to my knees and pulled his cock out right there was great. The look on his face when I swallowed his cum was even better. This guy is about twenty years older than me and lives with his and takes care of his elderly father. I don't think he's ever been married. I manage to suck him off once a month or the last seven years.
I sucked off a flirty young guy in his twenties I met at a wedding my husband and I attended and have had a running thing going with the UPS guy for probably five years. I liked the look of him and got flirty. One day I asked him to carry a delivery in and asked him if he had a few minutes. I told him I thought he was cute and when I pulled his cock out he got nervous and kept looking around probably afraid my husband was coming home. It took him awhile to get going but once he did his cock was huge and when he came, it was so much some of it spilled down my chin and neck. He's been getting a special treat from me every chance he can ever since. I love trying to swallow his huge loads when he cums.
I've sucked off a lot of different guys the last couple of years here and there. I just can't seem to help myself. I don't do it with married or attached guys and I've never had sex with any of them or let them do anything more than squeeze my boobs.
Deep down I still feel like this is cheating but no one else seems to and it makes me feel good so I'm going to keep at it.
About seven years ago, my boss at my part-time job started hitting on me. I wasn't interested in having sex with him. He started pushing for sex from me. I explained many times that I didn't believe in cheating. He started asking for blow jobs and using the "oral sex isn't cheating" line on me. That line stabbed me right in the heart. My old resentments were still fresh but I thought about it and convinced myself that maybe the guys were right. It's all a state of mind. If my husband doesn't believe it's cheating and I don't believe it's cheating then I guess it's not cheating.
The afternoon I came to this conclusion, I knocked on my boss's car door in the parking lot as we were leaving. I climbed in the car and told him to drive around back and to park behind the dumpsters. As soon as the car was in park I stared rubbing his cock through his pants. Once he was hard, I unzipped him and pulled it out and sucked it. It took awhile but eventually he came in my mouth. I never swallowed for my husband but I swallowed for him. Why not??
I did the same thing the next three afternoons I worked. The next week, after four more afternoons of giving him head he asked me what was going on. I explained that he got his wish and that I wanted to suck him off as much as possible. He asked about my husband. My response was simple. Why should he care?? It's not cheating. After a few weeks of sucking my boss off every afternoon I worked plus a few times in his office when no one was around, he admitted that he couldn't handle that much so I settled into giving him head usually two or three times a week at a train station parking lot near our office.
I wanted it more though. I really grew to love the feeling of making a soft cock hard, the feeling of a man desiring my mouth, the build up to orgasm and finally the hot spray of cum in my mouth and the look of satisfaction on a man's face when I swallowed his load. The next guy I sucked off was a neighbor from down our street. We had know each other forever and he often stopped to help me out with something and this day he stopped to help me with the groceries. The look on his face when I dropped to my knees and pulled his cock out right there was great. The look on his face when I swallowed his cum was even better. This guy is about twenty years older than me and lives with his and takes care of his elderly father. I don't think he's ever been married. I manage to suck him off once a month or the last seven years.
I sucked off a flirty young guy in his twenties I met at a wedding my husband and I attended and have had a running thing going with the UPS guy for probably five years. I liked the look of him and got flirty. One day I asked him to carry a delivery in and asked him if he had a few minutes. I told him I thought he was cute and when I pulled his cock out he got nervous and kept looking around probably afraid my husband was coming home. It took him awhile to get going but once he did his cock was huge and when he came, it was so much some of it spilled down my chin and neck. He's been getting a special treat from me every chance he can ever since. I love trying to swallow his huge loads when he cums.
I've sucked off a lot of different guys the last couple of years here and there. I just can't seem to help myself. I don't do it with married or attached guys and I've never had sex with any of them or let them do anything more than squeeze my boobs.
Deep down I still feel like this is cheating but no one else seems to and it makes me feel good so I'm going to keep at it.
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