i am a girl who works at game stop and plays video games. I know I wasn't hired because of my gaming knowledge or because of how much I love video games I got hired because I am a petite sexy brunette with a nice ass and a good pair of tits. I am constantly getting asked out by guys who always want my gamer tag or stuff like that.

Well I was doing a closing shift with one of the guys who actually treats me like a gamer, he has never hitter on me or done anything stupid. Just said hell yeah that's awesome you game too welcome aboard when I first got hired on. From then on its been pretty cool with him though I often catch everyone else staring at my ass.

Well I have had a crush on him for the longest time but he has a girlfriend who he has been seeing for years now, and she is pretty cool I just don't like her from my jealousy. She has him I don't. So equals me being a jealous bitch.

Well the other night I did something totally stupid and after we were closed and he went to the bathroom I waited a few moments and then followed him in..and I basically threw myself at him, he said no at first and tried to let me down gently but I just attacked him with kisses and stripped right there. And we ended up fucking right there in the bathroom ( which is actually really clean as there are only six employees and only employees use the bathroom. and I had cleaned it earlier that day. So gross but not as.). And we fucked and fucked.

And eventually when we were done we left and went our desperate ways. When our the store manager asked why I followed him in the bathroom the next day after reviewing the days footage to see what took us so long to clock off. he lied and said he had slipped on the floor and hit his head. ( He was actually wearing a big bandaid on his forehead too. He was prepared, I was totally not. ) so he covered for us and we just had to make sure to cut time off .

Well we closed again the next night and we just had a talk and he apologized to me! Said he was sorry to have taken advantage of me like that and it wouldn't happen again. I'm the one who threw myself at him and he apologizes. I feel bad cause I think I might have ruined his relationship with his current GF.

Yes he participated blah yadda bah he even said he didn't blame me cause he made the choice too but I was really adamant. And I feel like I pretty much forced him into it, which I did.


I actually offered to be like a mistress for him. I have never been the other girl but actually willing for him! I don't know what my problem is but damn while do all the nice guys have to be taken, and why do stupid sluts like me have to ruin everything.

Yes I am sure I will hear again how he was a part of it to but again I instigated it hard..and just I can't blame him..and he acts all mature about it taking half the blame which makes me feel worse and has already talked about telling his girlfriend which I begged him not to do yet.. I wanna fix it. But I don't think I can and he has said it isn't my job to do it. He is so amazing! Why was I so stupid!

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by Anonymous on Jun 20, 2013 at 12:06 AM

Well now honey, you just can't "un-fuck" this one.
First of all, you have no respect for yourself or for the morals of that dude that you managed to wear down. He feels that he us weakened and had betrayed his GF which he has and he knows it.
The best thing you can do is leave him alone and find another job. If he wants you he will come to you.
Imagine yourself being married, trusting your husband and you find out he's fucking someone besides you. You will be hurt unless your into that open marriage stuff. Move on, leave hkm alone. Let him fuck up his relationship all on his own.
Oh, and there will ALWAYS be bitches out there, the secret is for you not to become an bitch or "THAT Bitch".

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