I'm the same way. I've lost almost all my friends because of this. My closest friend lives above me with her husband and kids. She works during the day and he works nights. Our children go to the same day care. One night soon after I met her I flirted with her husband. The next week he helped dig my car out of the snow. I told him I was going to take a nap. He followed me in and asked if he could nap with me. "Just sleep." Yea right.
We fucked and I've been blowing and fucking him constantly ever since. Two years now.
My best friend growing up stopped talking with me years ago because she found out I was sleeping with her husband when another friend caught me with him and told. That friend was looking to catch me with her husband who I was also fucking. My one childhood friend I have left is getting married next year. Thank god her fiance is disgusting and hates me or I'd probably lose her as a friend too.
He may be disgusting and hate you, but he'll still drop trau and let you blow him. You know he will. Don't let him pass by.
I think that's really hot, what you're doing. You're the woman all the guys want. Your friends must really suck in bed if they aren't able to keep their boyfriends & husbands faithful to them and in a committed relationship. By the way, even though you find your last childhood friend's fiancé disgusting, look him up about a month after the wedding - I'm sure you'll be able to have him too - and just days after he's promised to be faithful to her for the rest of their marriage!
Awesome regarding all of you. Y'all are such little sluts. U love it.