Someday I'll understand. yea right mom...someday I'll understand the time i came home from school and mr petrillo was coming downstairs all sweaty and out of breath and you yelled at me to go to my room

someday ill understand walking into the kitchen duruing your annual halloween party and seeing some dude in a pimp costume rubbing you between your legs while you laughed and laughed

or the year 'uncle' pauls balls were hanging out in sophie's face and that lady was on her knees "just pretending'

someday ill understand your beer 7 wine night where me and nicole watched two different guys feeling your ass and you grabbed their dicks while you danced with them

someday ill understand what that picture i saw was where your were squeezing mr markoms dick through his pants and laughing and pointing lol...so funny

someday ill understand you walking around our house while it was full of people with a see through shirt on showing off your fake tits

or the time mr breannan was squeezing yours and angelas boobs

someday ill understand the night you slept in robbies room after dad caught you blowing mike's cousin's friend in the basement bar

someday ill understand all those looks and hints men gave you wenever we used to run into them someplace

someday i'll understand all those times you and those strange men you just met talked while we waited in the car forever and you came back all happy

someday ill understand the time you slapped sophie for peeing her pants cuz she couldnt hold it while you and that "important" man were talking in the parking lot


someday ill understanbd those nights dad made me robbie and sophie ride around with him while he checked hotels for your car

someday ill understand those times dad asked me if "mitch" or "steve" or whoever was still coming around when he was at work

someday i''l understand when dad was away and one or another of your male "friends" would stop by and we had to go to bed early

someday ill understand that video of you with someone other than dad's dick in you while you were screamed like a idiot, remember the one you were so desparate to remove from the computer but didnt know how too so one of your special friends had to do for you. im sure you did something nice for him oh i'm sure robbie understood when he saw that and you heard it and came over screaming at him like it was his fault

someday ill understand you and dad arguing over wether or not he was really my dad and you saying you never had sex with tim. you were just friends. funny how i've never met my uncle tim. ever

someday ill understand you flirting with every boy i ever brought home. someday i'll understand why they didnt want to come over anymore cuz in real life teenage boys dont get turned on by slutty drunk moms and someday ill understand you pulling my boyfriend aside to tell him you knew what he was doing to me and that i was too young to understand and how an older woman does and how he ran for the fuckin hill after

someday ill understand you and shiela shitfaced in our kitchen talking at the top of your lungs about all the "black cock" from your days at um. oh..which one had more...hmm....who had the biggests...hm....who can one up the other next hmmmmm i bet my friend laurie really enjoyed hearing abouut all that you two are so fly

someday i;ll understand those months here and there when dad moved out and i had to visit him at stan's place. or should i say stans porn and drugs infested shithole . yay fun

someday i'll understand those times dad tried to explain that you needed medicine and it wasn't your fault

someday ill understand being dumped at uncle roberts to babysit the cousins for four days in the same clothes while you guys got stoned and drunk at nan's funeral, which i didnt get to go to even though i knew her better than the cousins

someday ill understand why aunt mary doesn't talk to us anymore

someday ill understand grandma telling you that "everyone knows" and "please stop" and you telling her that ther all lyiers.

someday ill understand why all the mom's in school avoided you, and why they watched their husbans like hawks when you were around and how my teachers used to pity me and tell me things were going to get better

someday i'll understand why only other dad's would come to sophie's play dates. never moms ever. and how me and robbie had to go outside to play until sophies play date was over

someday ill under mrs lawrence intercepting us after school to have us come to her house because you were "busy' poor old mrs lawerence. :(

someday ill understand why we had to move from the house you almost burnt down

or the house where mrs winslow through her husband out and smashed his car with the air conditioner and dad went nuts

someday i'll understand the christmas eve you were drunk (i know..which one??). the one when dad flipped because you came home after everyone left and he saw some guy dumping your drunk ass off and he found your car at some suck hotel christmas morning because you couldnt remrmber where it was. merry christmas

somwday ill understand the time robbie was going to washington but no one could find you for four days

someday ill understand the time dad told some guy on the phone that he could keep you, he just wanted his car back

someday i'll understand when your "friend" brian stayed with us when dad was gone. me and sophie loved bedtime with him.

someday ill understand the time that lady said you and mr phillips made a nice couple

someday ill understand the day shiela said we had to live with her for awhilr

someday i'll understand when you through away the stuffed penguin that cop gave sophie

someday i;ll understand that day we cane in from school and you that drunk who broke robbies arm were passed out naked
in the family room and his wife came and broke our furniture

someday ill understand when you left me and sophie when you went for a test drive. for two hours and the sales guy got fired and the cops came and dad moved out right before my birthday

someday ill understand dad dragging us down to get you out of jail after you crashed some guys car

someday ill understand grandma taking care of us for a month cuz you were 'sick"

someday ill understand the night me and robbie got picked up by mary cuz we ran away from you. we thought sophie was going to die

someday ill understand the time you and shiela were talking about mel's party boat and the dude you smoked pot with from channel 6 and how that other guy with the money ruined everything

someday ill understand the german lady next door with the nice dog who wouldn't let us play with her kids anymore

someday i'll understand the time you flew to boston to 'get rid of it or else

someday ill understand all those weird phone calls

someday ill understand those times me robbie and sophie had to hide in the dark cuz a "scary guy" was after mom

someday i'll understand that newspaper with all the naked people in it

someday i'll understand all the times you told me not to say anything to my father

someday i;ll understand just like you always said

someday ill understand when i had to go to counseling for shoplifting and found out what a burden i was to you

someday ill understand why i love you