My older brother started molesting me when I was 12. That's how I put it, but, secretly, I actually liked it. You see, I had a major crush on my brother at the time. I've heard of other girls having that, and it's usually a phase, but I'm guessing they don't have the added circumstance of their brother diddling them.

I still remember the first time. One night, after mom and dad were asleep, he crept into my room. I started to ask him what he was doing there, and he whispered, "Ssh. Mom and dad might hear us." The next thing I remember is him climbing under my sheets, and then eating me out. The experience was...amazing. That was my first orgasm; I'd never even masturbated before that. After I came(I had to put my fist in my mouth so I wouldn't wake our parents), he kissed me on the cheek, then crept out. I remember lying there in the dark, smiling, feeling like the luckiest girl in the world.

There was another time I remember; we were in the backyard, and he made put my hand in his pants. I remember his cock was soft, but instantly became rock-hard as soon as I touched it, and I remember slowly stroking it. I actually got pretty wet in the panties from that.

Another time, he approached me, while mom and dad were out shopping, and asked me if I knew what a blowjob was. I most certainly did. I remember, as I was sucking him off, him sighing, "God, you're good at that." I also remember him cumming. He saw the way I was grinning, and that's when it hit him that I liked doing these things with him.

It was after that that things got really hot and heavy. We would often make out when mom and dad were out, and, at night, we would do those other things.

But the night I will always cherish was when we went all the way. I was 14 by then, and mom and dad were gonna be out all night. We were making out on my bed, and, well, one thing led to another, and soon, he was inside me. Us being alone in the house meant I could be as loud as I wanted, and I definitely was.

I am still very much in love with my brother, and we still like to have sex whenever we get together. I realize our relationship is a bit odd, but I really don't care. I love my brother, he loves me, and there's nothing wrong with that.