My boyfriend has never been the best boyfriend for me but I kinda just settled because the sex was great and he wasn't all that bad... it could always be worse right?? but... i met this other guy, who treats me like a queen. he's so concerned about me. he opens the door for me, he'll carry me if i ask, he'll never let me go hungry.. he's such a sweet man. He loves God. He's a very good man.. and I found myself liking him after hanging out with him for two days... I simply liked spending time with him. and then one night i let him kiss me and it took my breath away.... when i think of him, i melt on the inside.. my breathing gets short my heart beats right out of my chest... and i can't contain myself. when i'm with him, i ignore my boyfriends calls, i make the conversation quick. i tell him im busy with the girls when i'm really with another man... finally, i had sex with this new guy and it was lovely. i did it again.. and again and one more time, again. he came inside of me, twice. lets hope I'm not pregnant. I'm gone now and i wake up thinking about this new guy instead of my boyfriend who's in the military on deployment. I don't want to make a hasty decision and end things with my boyfriend just because I think i found better but it sure is looking like it. i figured, i'd wait until he comes back and if i'm not over this other guy... i'll just wait until he fucks up, because i know he will...and i'll end things.... however, if i'm pregnant with this other mans baby...i have no idea what i'm going to do.... yikes.