I was in prison for a year and a half, and from two hours into my first day there I pretty much had other men's cum inside me constantly.
I had the fucking rotten luck of getting the archetypal big black guy as my cell mate. His face practically lit up when he saw me- a 20 year old, slim, white, blonde pretty-boy. I had no chance.
It wasn't so much the sex, more how much he forced me to be like a girl for him. He made bras and knickers out of old overalls for me to wear. He made me wear makeup. I had to grow my hair long and feminine.
When he had sex with me he would grope my pecs like they were boobs and pinch my nipples, making me groan. His appetite for sex was insane- he could come from my sucking him off and still be hard enough to fuck me & come inside my ass (my 'pussy' as I had to start calling it) and then want to come on my face or my 'boobs' only minutes later. Then an hour later he would want me all over again.
After a while he got too many requests from other inmates to have a go with me so he started pimping me out. I essentially became a prison whore. All for being caught with some weed.
I basically now have no self-esteem left and just seem to let people use me sexually- men & women. A woman I was with recently I made the mistake of telling her about my experiences in prison. One day when I got to her place she had two huge black guys there who she got to take me to the bedroom and fuck me just I used to be fucked in jail. She told me she'd been getting me to eat her pussy for the last three weeks after having sex with them and other guys first. The two guys had just always had a fantasy of gang-fucking a weak pretty white boy, she said. I cried and cried as I was fucked in my mouth and my ass on all fours as she took pictures on her phone and videod it all. The worst part was me cumming on camera just from being fucked and groped. I've never cried so hard.
I can't believe what my life has become.