Straight Female / 24
I have to let this off my chest to make myself feel better, the guilt of my actions have been eating me alive and I can't hold back any longer.
My name is Samantha and I live in a small town somewhere in either the Midwest or East coast of the US, last winter I met and fell in love with a man who is handsome, intelligent, hung like a damn horse with a job that pays in the six figure range, in other words he is what every woman desires and he is all mine, I'll call him Vince.
In January he was transferred out of state, far away actually, I was sick at the time so I couldn't move with him.
Despite the fact that we are now 1,000+ miles away we've maintained our passionate relationship thanks to nightly phone calls and long chat sessions online, along with some sexting.
His job requires frequent travel and insanely long work hours, sometimes he works on the weekend, as a result we have been unable to make arrangements for me to join him where he now lives. (A major US city somewhere in the South).
One day in late February some hurtful words were exchanged mutually between Vince and I and as a result we broke up, I was devastated to lose the man that I thought was my soulmate.
I felt lonely and as a result I found myself seeking a companion, I ended up having sex with a random man that I met on a notorious internet website that's free for a one night stand in a local hotel, I'll call him Henry and I assumed that we would never see each other again.
Despite the fact that Henry isn't the type of man that I'm physically attracted to he is extremely sweet and great in bed, my god the man buries his tongue in my pussy for hours on end as I enjoy waves of pleasure, the orgasms that Henry treats me to are amazing and consume my entire body.
Because we both enjoyed ourselves we ended up keeping in touch, what was supposed to be a no strings attached one night stand blossomed into a playful, casual relationship.
A few weeks after I met Henry Vince contacted me again, despite the fact that we had called each other names he proved to be irrestible and he point blank told me that he wanted me back, I immediately confessed that I still loved him and that I wanted us to be together forever, eventually he had a platinum and diamond engagement ring custom made for me and the wedding was back on.
Meanwhile I never broke it off with Henry, as a result I have cheated on Vince more than 12 times with Henry, mostly in hotel rooms but recently we had sex outdoors by the shore of a lake at midnight.
The sex is always unprotected, skin on skin.
Now Henry is developing real romantic feelings for me, feelings that I don't share, I love Vince, I've been using Henry for free meals, rides in his car, gifts and companionship because I feel neglected and alone, on a daily basis I have two men tell me how beautiful I am and how much they love me.
I can't live with the guilt anymore but I can't tell anyone about my double life, not even my roommate, I just needed to speak out about this because the guilt is killing me.
Now Henry is developing real feelings for me, real feelings that I don't share, I love Vince,
My name is Samantha and I live in a small town somewhere in either the Midwest or East coast of the US, last winter I met and fell in love with a man who is handsome, intelligent, hung like a damn horse with a job that pays in the six figure range, in other words he is what every woman desires and he is all mine, I'll call him Vince.
In January he was transferred out of state, far away actually, I was sick at the time so I couldn't move with him.
Despite the fact that we are now 1,000+ miles away we've maintained our passionate relationship thanks to nightly phone calls and long chat sessions online, along with some sexting.
His job requires frequent travel and insanely long work hours, sometimes he works on the weekend, as a result we have been unable to make arrangements for me to join him where he now lives. (A major US city somewhere in the South).
One day in late February some hurtful words were exchanged mutually between Vince and I and as a result we broke up, I was devastated to lose the man that I thought was my soulmate.
I felt lonely and as a result I found myself seeking a companion, I ended up having sex with a random man that I met on a notorious internet website that's free for a one night stand in a local hotel, I'll call him Henry and I assumed that we would never see each other again.
Despite the fact that Henry isn't the type of man that I'm physically attracted to he is extremely sweet and great in bed, my god the man buries his tongue in my pussy for hours on end as I enjoy waves of pleasure, the orgasms that Henry treats me to are amazing and consume my entire body.
Because we both enjoyed ourselves we ended up keeping in touch, what was supposed to be a no strings attached one night stand blossomed into a playful, casual relationship.
A few weeks after I met Henry Vince contacted me again, despite the fact that we had called each other names he proved to be irrestible and he point blank told me that he wanted me back, I immediately confessed that I still loved him and that I wanted us to be together forever, eventually he had a platinum and diamond engagement ring custom made for me and the wedding was back on.
Meanwhile I never broke it off with Henry, as a result I have cheated on Vince more than 12 times with Henry, mostly in hotel rooms but recently we had sex outdoors by the shore of a lake at midnight.
The sex is always unprotected, skin on skin.
Now Henry is developing real romantic feelings for me, feelings that I don't share, I love Vince, I've been using Henry for free meals, rides in his car, gifts and companionship because I feel neglected and alone, on a daily basis I have two men tell me how beautiful I am and how much they love me.
I can't live with the guilt anymore but I can't tell anyone about my double life, not even my roommate, I just needed to speak out about this because the guilt is killing me.
Now Henry is developing real feelings for me, real feelings that I don't share, I love Vince,
