i am a 23 year old female. i am very petite , and attractive. i look like a sweet little thing.. but i have my dirty little secrets. I've been with my babys father since i was 17. he was a bit of a bad boy years and years ago , and spent some time in jail. When he did , i Decided id work at the local strip club as a lap dancer for some extra cash , as i was used to living a high life, and never having to support myself. One thing went to another and i met Mike. Mike came into the bar one night , pulled out a stuffed Wallet. and invited me over. I realised quickly he ran a escort company. i worked for mike for over a year. My sexual partners went from 10. to hundreds. I suddenly started realizing i wasnt what i thought i was. I was a cock slut. A money hungry little slut who loved cocks in me , all holes! I continued this lifestyle for a bit after my boyfriend got released from jail. then of course, he became upset and i quit. We settled and have children now , and i live a very normal , mommy life.

Sometimes its hard to forget. The money was fantastic, i got laid 10 times a day, and ravished by men. Some of them very attractive. some not So much . I've done parties , and ive fucked in fire stations. ive fucked men one after another after another. For the record ,ive never done drugs. I just really loved cock. Expecially big ones. I sometimes feel trapped. My husband isnt open sexually like i am. i have never told him , and he does not assume , but ive slept with a few men since. a scatter lady. i know he would be mad. But ive tryed! ive offered threesomes , ive offered everything... he just wants that " family " life. and so do i. I just have that unsatified freak in me that sexually , i need to please. day to day life , i love my life! Just sexually..... :S Meh

So... i have this beast forum account. For all you non freaks out there , its a animal sex site. Something ive played with but never actually fucked. id love to .... hubby knows this , as i forgot to delete my brouser one day and he lost his mind on me. When i see men online who love this kinda stuff ( i am into pretty much everything sexually. ) it makes me sad that my man dont enjoy anything but regular basic sex. I like rough sex. Rape play. I like being choked. I like being tied up , and forced. i like dogs big tounges between my legs . and id love to eventually knot one. I like girls , gangbangs , 2 cocks one hole. i like to play.. i wish i didnt feel so bad about this. ive even googled why i am like i am. i dont know. i guess i am just a freaky person. i feel bad, and ive done all i can. I dont want to ruin my family because i am so unpleased. but i cant convience him into anything... hes very " disturbed " by me was the word he used. Everytime i see a doctor , my pussy drips. How id love for him too just Fuck me right there on the table! i grocery shop with random items in my pussy cause it makes me feel like a slut! As soon as my hubby leaves for work , and i have priviate time , porn sites here i come! We have good " Regular " Sex. I currently have bite marks all over my legs. but its just not enough... i either need too see a doctor and hope they dont arrest me for my bad thoughts , or i need too convince him otherwise . For the record , he used to have threesomes with me ALL the time , befor we became a family.