I don't know what to do.

I'm at my wits end.

I'm marrying a guy who has a very low sex drive.

We only have sex twice a month.

I want it every other day or at least 3X per week.

After almost 4 yrs together and very little sex, my vagina has shrunken down so now it hurts worse than when I lost my virginity every single time.

When we do it, it takes a long time for me to loosen up to get him in (and he's average size).

So, lately I've been avoiding it.

I love him so much and don't want to leave him, but I'm about to go crazy if I don't get the sex I need, want, and crave!