This should be under 'embarrassing moments' but here goes. Im really happy right now..I have a boyfriend. The embarrassing part???? He's an internet boyfriend. I never have to see him or anything. He just tells me how pretty I am and how sexy I look in some of the pics I send him. We text, email, and talk on the phone but he never can tell when I've had sex with other men. No one knows I have him. He's my little secret. And for looks???? As far as I know, he's some dark haired, green eyed hunk I've conjured up in a dream. He can be whatever I want him to be..and when I want to hang in by myself, I can use him for my sexual cravings as he tells me all the right things and whatever I want to hear. Ugh. His voice like dark honey and his words like true lies. I hope it never has to end.