I want to take off my braces so bad because I think it makes me look hideous in front of my crush. I feel really ugly with braces, I didn't dare to smile. Gosh.
I have a HUGE crush on him. I just can't keep a straight face whenever I look at him. None of my friends know I have a crush on him, those who know doesn't know him. I had a dream about him last time that we attended a camp together and we had sex in the toilet. It is sort of a lucid dream I woke up questioning if was real but I headed back to dreaming to continue this sexual dream. I have the urge of getting these feelings off my chest but I know I wasn't supposed to make this move.