Wendy

Not allowed to poo

I'm 27 now and ever since I was a teenager I've loved holding my poo for several days so I can enjoy the intense relief when I finaly release my load. The problem is, doing such a big load in one sitting often blocked the toilet so I've leaned to do a bit at a time and flush in between.
Well once when I was 13 she didn't want me going to the toilet that that night in case I blocked the toilet and embarrassed her.
I'd been holding my poo for 5 days and I came home from school busting to go. She made me wait until I got to school the next morning but I had to go now. I told her how badly I had to go but she just said it was my own fault for holding it so long. I went to my room and sat on my bed while I tried to think of a way to relieve myself without getting found out. I saw my bin but it was full of rubbish so I took the bag out to empty it. My mum saw me and wanted to know why I was emptying my bin as I never do that normally. She knew what I was planning and took it off me and followed me up to my room to make sure there was nothing else I could use as a toilet. How I hated her for that because I knew I would end up pooing myself if I didn't go soon. I went to bed at about 10 with a stomach ache and I was scared to fall asleep in case I went in my knickers. Well I must have fallen asleep at some point because I dreamed I was sitting on the toilet and just as I was about to push my alarm block went off. I woke up to find I was late for school and I had to get dressed quickly and run to school. My stomach was really aching now and I could feel the poo pressing on my bum to get out. I was nearly pooing myself now and I ran off to school clenching with all my might. I made it to school without pooing myself but I was late and I had to go straight into class. The register was called and after that we had to go to our first lesson. I knew I couldn't wait any longer and on the way to maths I headed for to girls toilets holding my bum. I got to the door when a teacher called my name and made me go to my class even though it was obvious I was desperate by the way I was holding my bum. I tried to tell him I had to go to the toilet but he told me I could wait untill break time for that. I was crying because I knew I was going to poo myself if I waited another minute let alone two hours. I had to do as I was told and walked away from the toilets not believing I was so close to relief and now it was being taken away from me. Well I did get to relieve myself but in the worse possible way possible for a girl of 14. I farted and then my bowels opened without my control. I filled my knickers with a huge load of soft poo and then the inevitable pee came out. I had a full bladder empty out down my legs. I kept pooing and pooing while everyone walked past me. . I was mortified but the relief was pure heaven and while it was happening I didn't care who saw me. When it was over I felt empty and about 10 pounds lighter but the horrible reality of what I'd done hit me. I didn't go to maths, I just ran home crying in shame. When I got home my mum was furious at me for messing myself at school and she made me go up to the bathroom to clean myself up. I took a shower and when I was clean my mum got me some fresh clothes to wear and she sent me back to school to face the embarrassment of everyone knowing what happened.
A year later at 14 I was on holiday and our apartment had such bad plumbing you weren't allowed to put toilet paper down the toilet. I didn't poo in any of the toilets and at the beach I went into the sea and just pood in the water. It was great and I found I could wash my bum clean with my hand and no one knew a thing.

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