I dont even know where to start. Im in so much pain internally that I feel like im going to burst. Its like my mind is going a mile a minute and I dont know what to say first. I tend to fall for unavailable guys. I always think they will end up with me but they never do. They are happy to get my attention only until they dont want my attenion anymore and by then im hooked and want them even more but they dont, im just a good time to them. Do they not know I have feelings too, I hurt the same as them, my wrists bleed the same blood as them but they dont understand it. You see noone knows how hurt I am and that I cry everynight and my heart is broken more and more every minute. I dont even know how much I have left in me to withstand this pain.